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Some Call me the Man of Steel

So, 8 months after my surgery and my surgeon decides to tell us for the first time that I have titanium in my face. Well, that would have been nice to know when I was placed in a HUGE FUCKING MAGNET for my MRIs...But then again...Titanium isn't magnetic, so I guess I can't really complain much...Just would have been nice if we were told earlier

Damned if I Do, Damned if I Don't

Alright, so I had an appointment with my surgeon yesterday. Well, my last MRI and CT results were pretty much shit, so the doctor couldn't really see anything. So, I have to re-take them in like three weeks...There is something still there, but it may just be what he did a biopsy on during my hospital stay (Which was negative).

So, here is the bad part. No matter what the results are from my MRIs, I'm going to have to have another surgery. Whether it is to remove the tumor, or to do reconstructive surgery. You see, I have a deviated and perforated septum, which basically means that the area that separates my nostrils is bent and has a hole in it, and scar tissue is started to block my airway on one side. The fixing of this would be a pretty minor surgery compared to what I've been through already...I just don't think I can handle going through another tumor-removing surgery...

Fuck...

Current Mood: Fearful
Currently Listening to: "Bat Country" - Avenged Sevenfold
Currently Watching: Well, not quite "currently watching," but I can't get enough of Smallville and Miami Ink
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