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Note from the Editor

When you wake up to a living hell everyday, what is there to fear in the afterlife?

Killing me Softly

I have been cutting myself. A lot lately. But none of it is intentional. I have cuts on both of my thumbs, both of my index fingers, and both of my middle fingers. Ouch

Offering a Sacrifice to the Gods

So, over the weekend I bought a new video card and a new case. Nothing spectacular, a nVidia GeForce 6200TC. Was cheap and works The case is pretty cool. LED fan and clear panel on the side, front display that shows the temperature, and best of all, it is 450w (My old case was either 250w-300w). So, I can finally run Counter-Strike: Source and Battlefield 2 with no problem. Well, at least BF2...Source is crashing on me

Anyway, to get to the "sacrifice" reference. Installing all the hardware sucked. Everything, as usual, went wrong. Anyway, I was trying to unplug something and I hit my hand against my processor's fan. This fan just happens to have several copper pieces surrounding it. Anyway, I keep working, and I notice some red markings on the case. I go to wipe it up, and oh, look at that, I had cut my finger on that stupid fan It didn't hurt one bit, but I had blood everywhere

I Shall Name this new Species, Sickimus Maximus

I am sick...Again. It started yesterday. I woke up and just felt bad. It seemed to get worse throughout the day...My face was hurting, my head hurt and felt all weird. Woke up this morning and haven't found any improvement yet. So, my trend continues. I have missed 5 of the last 6 Monday classes lol

Emo Alert! Emo Alert!

I am still depressed. And violent. Depressingly violent? I just want to go on a rampage...On anything or anyone...I want to make the world feel my pain As a friend put it some time ago, I want to destroy something beautiful.

I talked to my parents about it, and they took me a little more seriously this time. We talked about counseling, but decided to hold off on it. For the next few weeks I'm going to try to go out more and hang out with friends more and try to get my mind off of things and see if it helps.

So, I had one of my friends, Derek, come over this weekend. Played some Madden and kicked his ass. Went out and played Horse. Beat him again. Then we played some shoot-out soccer game with this big bouncy ball...He dominated me A side note for all you people reading this...Boredom and medicine balls don't mix. The combination of the two will result in a short lived good time, filled with various injuries.

The Art Scene

So, I actually took some time and did a pretty quick piece. A portrait of Unwritten Law member, Pat Kim. This is only like my second time working with charcoal, so cut me some slack...Also didn't clean it up But, I hope you enjoy it:



Current Mood: Tired...Of everything...Sick
Currently Listening to: "Children's Story" - Slick Rick
Currently Watching: Well, not quite "currently watching," but I can't get enough of: Smallville, Miami Ink, Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends, Made, True Life
Currently Playing: Counter-Strike: Source ([p]X | Phoenix, [p]X | Kal-El, or [p]X | Panic! At the Disco), World of Warcraft (PXAnime on Kel'Thuzad, Sandtiger on Akama), Battlefield 2 (=Superman=KalEl or =PXConqueror=), Warcraft III (PX_Conqueror)
Currently Reading: Angels & Demons by Dan Brown
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