werlywolf

Ugh I'm tired. Didn't get home until 5am. Wish Columbus wasn't so far away. Thanks as always to Ru5ty and Rainbow for being awesome and always making my trips to columbus worth while. Got to run into my homie OZ hadn't seen him in a year and Johnny which I believe it's been a year since Ive seen him as well. I met a couple new people and seen a few others I haven't seen in a long time that was cool.My friends that I brought with me were having such a bad time they fucking vanished on me and that started to stress me the hell out greatly for the last hour an a half. All in all I strongly dislike Mozaic that place is fucking lame in every aspect of the word. Wizard world was pretty blah too it felt like nothing was really going on. 35 bucks to walk around for an hour was fail as hell. I'm not trying to be a negative nelly either I'm glad I got out of the house but the hermit thing has been working very well for me lately and I think that's the lifestyle I'll continue to lean towards. Except for when I'm traveling around the world of course!

Sorry todays mood is just blah I have to goto my Uncle's cancer benefit in a little while. The cancer they removed a month or so ago is already back. As I said in my last blog there is a lot of death going on around me. It makes me even more critical on myself for not accomplishing anything. It makes me feel like a fucking jerk for turning it into something selfish. I'm just trying to use it to inspire me to aspire to actually achieve something because no one lives forever. I wanna make a positive mark on this world before my number is called for that final bow before the curtain drops.

I'm so demoralized with my film making. This documentary isn't coming together at all. No one even wants to be interviewed for it. I don't know how its ever gonna get completed if no one wants to participate.

I know I've posted this before but I can't express how sad I am that I didn't see this band in Mach I had tickets and everything.


I'm not prepared I just gotta gotta get there where am i? Why can't i just get it together fuck it wheres my shit? Oh my god I'm mad at it oh my god I'm mad at it....