werlywolf

I've been playing around in the thrilling world of Final Fantasy 7 (havnt played it since it was new) on my shiny new pearl white psp go broke......(it was kind of expensive haha) Aeris theme alway's makes me sad but happy all at the same time. I've also been delving back into lots of old are you afraid of the dark episodes. It reminds me of being young when I didn't care about anything except the next rpg. All i was focused on was my next mission as the hero that saves the world while falling in love. It's been so long since I've felt like a kid again it's refreshing. With me falling victim to my generations constant need for sadness and disconnection from the rest of the world. I welcome any change that comes along. Am I not outgoing because I'm just not or did technology help assist me in my anti social ways. I'm fine with who I am damaged like everyone but I'm still trying I'm still focusing on making everyone laugh and smile. Hearing people laugh is one of the most enjoyable things in my life. As weird as it sounds I like to see people cry too preferably happy tears. Emotions fascinate me especially those people who are shells and are void of all emotion. I would never want to be like that I would embrace pain for eternity so I could still allow myself the ability to feel. I leave you with a half quote from High fidelity.

I agreed that what really matters is what you like, not what you are like... Books, records, films - these things matter. Call me shallow but it's the fuckin' truth


P.S: John cusack is one of my favorites