Time to BLOG!
I never BLOG I don't even know what BLOG means?
Anyway So Havana last night was an amazing time. Even though my objective was to meet new people and my anti social nature prevented me from doing so. Well I did meet two fellow members of this lovely web site and they were very cool gals. Anyway I thought I had overcome my insecurities but when you spend the past two weeks listening to a person you've loved for four years tell you how terrible of a person you are and that your evil it tends to take a bit of a toll on your mind. I probably deserve to be told that I have hurt this person but they have hurt me as well and I have not tried to tell them they are a terrible person. Anyway counseling started today yay I need to get a better handle on my emotions no more angry moments or random crying. To change subjects completely sumer came and went my month off school flew right by now I've gotten about 7 hours of sleep this week and put in about 50 hours of work and school. My probation prevented me from going on jobs with my old boss to make some good money so instead I was here making pretty much nothing. But I have been saving every penny so I am doing pretty damn great financially right now. I don't do anything anymore I sit at home all day when I'm not working or at school. I needed last night I need more nights like that where i can be around people I feel comfortable around even though im too much of a pussy to talk to any of them yet. I won some stuff too!! That's exciting right? Oh yea my friend got drunk too that was pretty epic considering he never drinks. He sure was throwing up and i had to let him sleep on the boring two hour drive home. He is still passed out right now haha. Oh well this was all completely random and had no structure. As ell as being a director I would also like to be a writing major so I'm kinda disappointed in my randomness in this paragraph but its a f8cking BLOG! and i don't even know what that is!!
alright I hope I get comments I love you people your all amazing
Love,
Usedupfool (Leeman)
I never BLOG I don't even know what BLOG means?
Anyway So Havana last night was an amazing time. Even though my objective was to meet new people and my anti social nature prevented me from doing so. Well I did meet two fellow members of this lovely web site and they were very cool gals. Anyway I thought I had overcome my insecurities but when you spend the past two weeks listening to a person you've loved for four years tell you how terrible of a person you are and that your evil it tends to take a bit of a toll on your mind. I probably deserve to be told that I have hurt this person but they have hurt me as well and I have not tried to tell them they are a terrible person. Anyway counseling started today yay I need to get a better handle on my emotions no more angry moments or random crying. To change subjects completely sumer came and went my month off school flew right by now I've gotten about 7 hours of sleep this week and put in about 50 hours of work and school. My probation prevented me from going on jobs with my old boss to make some good money so instead I was here making pretty much nothing. But I have been saving every penny so I am doing pretty damn great financially right now. I don't do anything anymore I sit at home all day when I'm not working or at school. I needed last night I need more nights like that where i can be around people I feel comfortable around even though im too much of a pussy to talk to any of them yet. I won some stuff too!! That's exciting right? Oh yea my friend got drunk too that was pretty epic considering he never drinks. He sure was throwing up and i had to let him sleep on the boring two hour drive home. He is still passed out right now haha. Oh well this was all completely random and had no structure. As ell as being a director I would also like to be a writing major so I'm kinda disappointed in my randomness in this paragraph but its a f8cking BLOG! and i don't even know what that is!!
alright I hope I get comments I love you people your all amazing
Love,
Usedupfool (Leeman)
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Should've said hi! Thanks for the compliment, sincerely...
Should've said hi! Thanks for the compliment, sincerely...