So im kinda doing a nice little retrospective of my life right now. i dont even know why..but i realized i haven completed very much in my life that i've actually wanted to do.
Ive been talking about the clothing line since i was in middle school. fashion is the one thing ive always wanted to do.. ive got sketches from sixth grade..my mom used to make me my clothes then and shes taught me to use a sewing machine..and since then ive done small things for me here and there...then i go to Brooks college and try getting my degree.. wel that place was fucking shit. no joke dont ever go there... and then i gave up on it for while brooks killed my dream... i started getting back into it during christmas cause i need to get some money..and i actually sold a jacket for like... $80..which surprised the hell out of me.. but i was happy.
I need to go back to school...but they make it so fucking hard to get your shit together..
Right now im doing the photo gig...and thats working out unbeliveably amazing.. who would have though i would be doing what im doing thanks to a cup of mocha...love you gleensweet your like the white daddy i didnt have...or a dad figure period..anyways...
i still want to do so much fucking crap..and right now im lost as to how the fuck im going to do it all. I want to get my ass in shape and start being in front of the camera. I want to learn how to fix cars, i want to tattoo, i want to pierce i want to do everything.. goddammit.
I hung out with my friend cinthia who ive known since the first dau of middle school....and she told me if theres one thing shes always loved about me it the fact that when i set my mind on something it happens.. it made me smile and think..maybe i can do everything.. i just need to keep focused.. and work my ass off..
so the list of thing that need to get done:
learn to do make-up
learn to fucking drive
start my clothing line for real
take better pictures
leave starbucks for a better job.
find ajob that makes me happy and lets me be myself...anyone looking to hire an energetic 21 year old with am incredible imagiantion?? im like 5 year old on speed when im happy.
Ive been talking about the clothing line since i was in middle school. fashion is the one thing ive always wanted to do.. ive got sketches from sixth grade..my mom used to make me my clothes then and shes taught me to use a sewing machine..and since then ive done small things for me here and there...then i go to Brooks college and try getting my degree.. wel that place was fucking shit. no joke dont ever go there... and then i gave up on it for while brooks killed my dream... i started getting back into it during christmas cause i need to get some money..and i actually sold a jacket for like... $80..which surprised the hell out of me.. but i was happy.
I need to go back to school...but they make it so fucking hard to get your shit together..
Right now im doing the photo gig...and thats working out unbeliveably amazing.. who would have though i would be doing what im doing thanks to a cup of mocha...love you gleensweet your like the white daddy i didnt have...or a dad figure period..anyways...
i still want to do so much fucking crap..and right now im lost as to how the fuck im going to do it all. I want to get my ass in shape and start being in front of the camera. I want to learn how to fix cars, i want to tattoo, i want to pierce i want to do everything.. goddammit.
I hung out with my friend cinthia who ive known since the first dau of middle school....and she told me if theres one thing shes always loved about me it the fact that when i set my mind on something it happens.. it made me smile and think..maybe i can do everything.. i just need to keep focused.. and work my ass off..
so the list of thing that need to get done:
learn to do make-up
learn to fucking drive
start my clothing line for real
take better pictures
leave starbucks for a better job.
find ajob that makes me happy and lets me be myself...anyone looking to hire an energetic 21 year old with am incredible imagiantion?? im like 5 year old on speed when im happy.
da na na na na NA.. it's almost your birthday ...