wendylynn

wednesday. what a nice surprise to have friends who are spontaneous. I get a call at 9:30 to lets go out and meet E and A that we met last week. My friend K had been talking to A and they are going back home (from out of state) but are going out once more. This is ok, A is too cute for his own good and is used to being drooled over - a major turn off to me - E is "tired" and pretty much got bad teeth and is a bump on a log.

K and I cut out - A and E head back to their room whining about having to leave early in the am. We arent ready to wrap it up so head to another place. Meet M. kinda on the fence with this one but he's nice enough - the kind of dude that walks me to my car. We kissed alittle at the car - he begged me to get a room with him. I take a pass because K says we are going to D's house for pool. Well, D is my "crush" (see side bar) from several weeks ago and I'm all over it. Thing is K doesnt know about D and I several weeks ago.

This goes until 6am. I am having a hard time describing it. It is kind of like the 2005 version of hippie love - these people are not possessive at all. We get there - dude has brewed up an entire fridge slammed full of home brew beer which is very good by the way. We play pool. Various party favors are presented to be circulated and shared. This is like a movie. D ends up influenced - sucking my neck again (yummy). Love his nipple rings - the tongue ring feels great on my neck etc. But - worried about his tongue piercing getting knocked by my teeth - did i mention he is 23. what am I doing?
All this is so unforseen - which makes it nice.
If I plan out a thing I can never make it as much fun as I have when I just roll with something. It was refreshing to have K just say "this is what we are going to do" and do the driving because Im usually having to lead it up and I get tired of that.

I have to be at work at 8 so i just shower and get ready for work.

Thurs night - check out the comedy routine thats roll s through here each week - super funny - these dudes are pros - from LA and NY - they have been on BET and HBO - I laughed so hard - finally got to bed at 11:30 - (M from the parking lot that walked me to my car Wed called) Confused about how some people can be so dull and simple.

My friend is better and being moved out of ICU today - surgery went well.

Football game rained out tonight - going to have a friend over for movies instead. Glad to be able to get some rest -

Going out to celebrate friends brothers bday Sat. Party on.

I at some point need to study be recertified for interpreting.

got in a fight w a friend because he was being mean. turns out he is still in love w. me and my adventures broke his heart. i didnt know it was like that. now what do i do i cant share w. my very dear friend what Ive been up to. Thats hard because we have a blow by blow what happened today kind of friendship everyday. not wanting to mess it up by making it physical. alittle sad about that.