One more day, just get through one more day and it'll be alright....
Since taking myself off the zyprexa I've gone completely batshit crazy. I haven't been eating (which is actually a blessing in disguise), I've formed an unnatural love for my bed, and I'm sitting here scared to go to work becuase Im paranoid that everyone hates me. It's pretty shitty, and I'm not quite sure what to do about it, since the weight is a huge concern for me, and the zyprexa causes weight gain. It's pretty tough going through life scared of everything and extremely paranoid that everyone is out to trick you.
I guess I have to just tell myself to get through today and not worry about tomorrow, but that doesn't help very much either.
Alright, that settles it, Im going back on the zyprexa. Fuck it. Its either be insane or a little plump....unfortunetly I choose being a little plump. Maybe I'll take up running, like Jon says.
Since taking myself off the zyprexa I've gone completely batshit crazy. I haven't been eating (which is actually a blessing in disguise), I've formed an unnatural love for my bed, and I'm sitting here scared to go to work becuase Im paranoid that everyone hates me. It's pretty shitty, and I'm not quite sure what to do about it, since the weight is a huge concern for me, and the zyprexa causes weight gain. It's pretty tough going through life scared of everything and extremely paranoid that everyone is out to trick you.
I guess I have to just tell myself to get through today and not worry about tomorrow, but that doesn't help very much either.
Alright, that settles it, Im going back on the zyprexa. Fuck it. Its either be insane or a little plump....unfortunetly I choose being a little plump. Maybe I'll take up running, like Jon says.
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remind me later to come back and post some questions for you ok?