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wendy1

oakland, ca

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Sunday Nov 17, 2002

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I would rather be dead. Not saying that asking for pity, of course not. I genuinely would rather be dead. I don't see any point to my life at this moment, but I
am forced to live it and see it through. I don't get it.
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
bob_dobalina:
a man much wiser than me once said, "you ain't alone if you got the blues." and you're positively not alone if you got someone as ubercool as freyja as a suicidegirl buddy. its ok to feel a little lost, it just means that each day is a chance to find a new direction.
Nov 18, 2002
g_felix:
Hey wendyswi,

Hang in there! I have had more than my share of those days. Days where you don't care if you wake up or not.

There is a point to your life! There is a lot of joy to be had. There are things that we have to do in this life. Things that we have to accomplish before we can move on to the next life. You are here for a reason. There are people here that probably need you. What about Sean?

For me, not wanting to wake up was not about ending something but more about resolving something. Is it that way for you?

Make sure you are eating good food, sleeping on a schedule, and exercising. You will feel better if you do.

I'm not sure that I "get" life either. Regardless, there are a whole lot of things to do for fun while we are here! smile

Hang in there!
Nov 20, 2002

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