wendy1

Today I start my new job. I finally got hired! But I'm feeling kind of nervous, restaurant jobs are really hard to get comfortable in. You have to figure out everyones personality and stuff before you can really get into it and have fun, and until then, you just stand around and look stupid. Its just a basic diner type place, which is good, I'm too scared to do something fancy or go to where all the cute girls go, like the elephant bars or texas roadhouses. Still though, I've got a long uncomfortable road ahead of me and it starts today.
I'm fighting with my boyfriend again. I don't know whether to just break it off and be sad, or stay with him and hope that things get better. I've really done a lot for him over the course of our relationship and done without things so that he could have them, but he doesnt really seem to be willing to do favors for me. Maybe I'm just being a bitch. Whenever we fight, my thoughts get all jumbly in my head and I can't point out concrete examples of why hes so inconsiderate, so it just gets left unsaid.

It feels like the first day of school and I HATED the first days of school more than anything.