welntaod

Sometimes I forget completely what companionship is.
Unconscious and insane, I spill sad energy everywhere.
My story gets told in various ways: a romance,
a dirty joke, a war, a vacancy.

Divide up my forgetfulness to any number,
it will go around.
These dark suggestions that I follow,
are they part of some plan?
Friends, be careful. Don't come near me
out of curiousity, or sympathy.

-Jelaluddin Rumi.

Some people get head colds or sinus headaches. I have 8 hour episodes of crippling depression accompanied by the desire for a haircut. Currently, it is hour five and my salon is booked through next week. *sighs and slumps*