why do i no longer have any motivation to do pretty much anything??? i'm still young...yet i feel so old...maybe i am "depressed"...but how do i snap out of it? i didn't used to feel this way...and i know i don't want to waste anymore of my life living like this...i guess it wouldn't really be living now would it...more like just exhisting....
    
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not sure...
maybe wait it out for a bit until it gets bad enough that it does motivate you to make some change. Not sure what that would or would not be but it is all I can think of at the moment.
good luck.