Sunday Dec 21, 2003

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FUUUUUCK!!! why is it so hard for me to cry? god damn...i don't have to be strong ALL the time... frown
p.s. i'm trying to find my friend JASON THOMAS. he's m.i.a. somewhere in portland. no one has heard from him in months. if you go to the 'locals' pic under my pics...he's the guy who's smiling.
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lucky1336929:
have a rad holiday, sweetie. every time i eat some fruit, i'll think of you.

and of slamming your hand in a car door. smile

sorry, thats just funny to me and i dont know why.
skzoid:
Do me a favor - take 10 minutes, go into a private room with J---b, hold him tight and cry. No reasons, no excuses. Just let it out. The only problem with this is that you will come out stronger - BUT, it will be easier next time. Relinguish strength to gain strength. Share strength to gain strength. I hope all is well. We think of you often.

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