so...i ate mushrooms last night. i remember it being so much better then it was. of course that was 10 years ago. life is so much different now. i guess it would be. 16, running around in the forest, fearless, with no responsibilities... would be different then 26, in a crowded bar, paranoid that i'm not acting "normal"
yippeeee! i finally have a profile pic. so it's not the best picture ever... but i have one. thank you sweetheart!
i'm back! it's so great to finally have energy again. i've been dead for months. it's time to wake up and catch up on life. maybe even get a profile pic. yeah right, i've been saying that for months.
jcup:
Tommorrow you will have a profile pic. yay
so, i havn't written anything in forever. i'm only working 3 hours a day now. i would think that with all that time on my hands i would be more productive then i have been. nope. not at all. i've been so lazy lately. it seems like all i do these days i sit on my arse. i feel no motivation to do much of...
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brookelynne:
same here..maybe its the season?
sabine:
thanks for the email. 
i can relate to the need to feel alive...
i can relate to the need to feel alive...
my dreams are like one big tripped out ride that i can't get off of. i wake up and want to cry or scream...what am i doing with my life???
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jcup:
Sorry, I was logged in under your name. Please dont beat me. I'll be good... I promise.
merry:
You guys are funny... 
When you figure out what you want to do with your life, please let me in on how you were able to discover it so I can apply the same method to my own life.
Portland's really nice if you don't mind the rain. I'm sure you'll like the climate better than Alasaka's.
When you figure out what you want to do with your life, please let me in on how you were able to discover it so I can apply the same method to my own life.
Portland's really nice if you don't mind the rain. I'm sure you'll like the climate better than Alasaka's.
_v_:
yes indeed
how is alaska
how is alaska
emily:
I want to go to Anchorage really bad...Maybe I can go in a few days? Maybe on Monday...I'll tell you if I can
WOW!!! i just had the best orgasms ever in the whole wide world. i am feeling soooooo good right now. jacob, you are the BEST! thank you so much for everything you do. i love you.
so, i've been told to write. and i do what i'm told. i just got home from a night out with my sweetheart. 
we danced and had fun and made everyone jealous of our happiness. i love him so much. i could honestly say i could be with him forever and be 100% happy. i would marry him tomorrow, right now, and never look back....
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we danced and had fun and made everyone jealous of our happiness. i love him so much. i could honestly say i could be with him forever and be 100% happy. i would marry him tomorrow, right now, and never look back.... Read More
jcup:
The other night was fun. I love you too princess. You are the sweetest girl I have ever been with. Also the sexiest. I'm glad I keep you happy. That's my goal. I need to learn how to make those things when I write ^. Maybe you can teach me. We need to get our profile pics ASAP.
i havn't written much lately. i feel like i've had so much going on. i've had such a mentally draining week. my family is trying to screw me. i'm not sure why. we've never been very close, but now they are really trippin'. at least i still have my sweetheart and my best friend. i would be lost without them.
jcup:
We would be lost without you princess.
lila:
i'm sorry to hear that youre having family problems.
i wanted to thank you for your advice. i've just been feeling a bit overwhelmed so i needed to take a day off for myself to catch up and recharge.
i hope everything works out well for you.
LiLA.
i wanted to thank you for your advice. i've just been feeling a bit overwhelmed so i needed to take a day off for myself to catch up and recharge.
i hope everything works out well for you.
LiLA.
i just got home from getting 6 hours of tattoo work done on my arm. it's looking so pretty. i need to invest in that digital camera i've been talking about so i can post pictures.
my life has been pretty darn good lately. if only winter would hurry up and end... i think my life would be pretty much perfect.
thank you jacob, for...
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my life has been pretty darn good lately. if only winter would hurry up and end... i think my life would be pretty much perfect.
thank you jacob, for...
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emily:
oh!oh!! I want some Emily gum!!!!I need to some how get my ass to anchorage...Tell Dan I said hi If I move there it wont be intil the fall time..
If I move there it wont be intil the fall time..
jcup:
I love your new ink. And... Amen about winter ending. You give me way too much credit princess. Im the one who's lucky. I had fun this morning. Tonight we'll have more fun. woo woo. xoxo
i got a new car today. yipee! it's so nice to have a car that doesn't smell like mildew. my house is clean. i'm not broke, always a plus. i have the most perfect, beautiful, sexy, sweet boyfriend in the whole world. it's so great when everything goes right.
jcup:
That deserves a celebration. I recomend some sex, a lil wine, some more sex, and...uh...some sex while your at it.
emily:
That kicks ass!!
whoaa!! what's going on? my 2 fav girls look different. roxy and hel? thier profile pics are different. where did the other pics go? can i get them back? well, enough whining about that. it's the middle of the night and i am drunk. making it very difficult to type. oh well, had fun, hung out with some friends i haven't seen in awhile. only...
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ember2:
Is it true, another Alaskan?
emily:
Yeah,If I do move there...It will be when my boyfriend goes back to school there...And if I get that job on the slope...Hes going to work on a lame ass fishing boat at the first of next month...And I wont see him til he goes back to school...when ever that is...and if hes still with me...yeah I'm back with the guy who cheated on me...I'm lame,what can I say....