So after a few days of fucking with this damn computer i was finally able to save all my files onto cds.. now i just need to get my fucking itunes off of this some how..i heard there are some programs out there that will help so im not too worried about that..but if i lose 7,000 something songs im gonna be pissed lol...but at least i got all my photos and other little random files saved.

so this is the bad boy ill be buying later tonight

its a Toshiba G35-AV600..im stoked.

me and the wifey are having problems. i think it might end soon..its too bad cause shes wonderful and beautiful but she needs more than what i an giver her. and i dont want to feel like im holding her back..she wants kids and to get married i ain't ready for any of that..not now at least. but im sure we will still end up being good friends. we have way too much history to just end it like this..i love her to death and i know she does too but i think our run is almost up.