im loving these 8 hour days. it feels like i leave work really early..FUCK overtime lol.
i might be going to new orleans..maybe.. a friends brother is in the teamsters i think hes a rep. or something but he said they're looking for people to do construction and all kinds of other shit. but i guess you gotta be there for 3-5 years..free room and board..so im waiting for more info and paperwork to come my way..sounds cool though. a new experince, id be doing something good for the people out there and i just need a change of pace.
an ex girl friend just called me
her old man beat her up pretty bad..i fucking hate this guy..hes done it before. me and her dont really talk, we email every now and then and once every blue moon well talk on the phone. i feel bad for her and i love her to death but why did she have to call me. well i know why cause no matter how mad i am at her for what she did or how she treated me or how she put an end to a great friendship she knows i will always be there for her..she knows she can sweet talk me and say she wants me or should of never left and ill sit there and ate that shit up.. i dont think about her anymore except for when she calls me..i think she does it to fuck with me..she knows im happy and have a beautiful girl but im sure she also knows she can get inside my head and i hate her for that..but im just too fucking nice. i cant be mean or an asshole and tell her to fuck off. she was my "first love" and a great friend..short story of our relationship- with her for 5 years, cheated on me and got knocked up, her old man left her after having the kid, i took her back, then we decided to end it, she got back with her old man and they had another kid, later on in life i find out she was a slut and had slept with a shit load of dudes and fucked a lot of my friends...but i still stick around..she is a good person but i will never EVER be with her again..and shes gotta realise that..she plays a lot of fucking games but i still love her, as a friend that is.
and for those of you that read what bbbbbeckah wrote..Im not a flake! i just work a lot and get busy with a ton of other shit
lol but i do get that a lot..im not!!!!! lol
i might be going to new orleans..maybe.. a friends brother is in the teamsters i think hes a rep. or something but he said they're looking for people to do construction and all kinds of other shit. but i guess you gotta be there for 3-5 years..free room and board..so im waiting for more info and paperwork to come my way..sounds cool though. a new experince, id be doing something good for the people out there and i just need a change of pace.
an ex girl friend just called me
her old man beat her up pretty bad..i fucking hate this guy..hes done it before. me and her dont really talk, we email every now and then and once every blue moon well talk on the phone. i feel bad for her and i love her to death but why did she have to call me. well i know why cause no matter how mad i am at her for what she did or how she treated me or how she put an end to a great friendship she knows i will always be there for her..she knows she can sweet talk me and say she wants me or should of never left and ill sit there and ate that shit up.. i dont think about her anymore except for when she calls me..i think she does it to fuck with me..she knows im happy and have a beautiful girl but im sure she also knows she can get inside my head and i hate her for that..but im just too fucking nice. i cant be mean or an asshole and tell her to fuck off. she was my "first love" and a great friend..short story of our relationship- with her for 5 years, cheated on me and got knocked up, her old man left her after having the kid, i took her back, then we decided to end it, she got back with her old man and they had another kid, later on in life i find out she was a slut and had slept with a shit load of dudes and fucked a lot of my friends...but i still stick around..she is a good person but i will never EVER be with her again..and shes gotta realise that..she plays a lot of fucking games but i still love her, as a friend that is.
and for those of you that read what bbbbbeckah wrote..Im not a flake! i just work a lot and get busy with a ton of other shit
lol but i do get that a lot..im not!!!!! lol
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and yes we shall hang out. i can come up there, it's not THAT bad really.