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I just wacthed Lost in Translation. It was not the best movie in the world but it relates alot to how I feel right now. Well...minus the whole being in Japan thing. But I am in a rut right now. I feel like I don't really have much for friends, I mean I have friends, I'm not that dramatic, but I haven't hung out with anyone in a while. I like my job so there's no problem there, I hate school. If I don't make it through these classes, I don't know if I will make it back for a while.

I just found out that the two girls (both my friends, or atleast I thought) I was planning on living with in July don't want to live with me anymore. The reason I have heard is that I am a guy (imagine my surprise). It seems kind of a like a lame reason to me, we are all in our mid twenties, it just seems a little ridiculous.

I went and visited my friend in Tampa for two days. It started good, ended bad. She basically cried to me for two days about how everything sucks and is shit. While this is what friends are for, I just don't have answers for her and just am to much of my own headcase.

I need a break, and I need to leave. I want to get the fuck out of Florida.

Well, I tried to find a picture of the inspiration of the first tattoo, but it hasn't happened yet. It is a painting by Hokusai, a popular Japanese woodblock print artist. It's called Raiden, the Spirit of Thunder. I know that some of you may say that Japanese stuff is over done, but this piece marks a change of my life.

I will get off the couch now, our hour is up.

"I'm stuck."


PS...I added pics