Never really thought i would write about this on a blog but it's got to come out !
Why is it that when i am attracted to someone i act like a total retard , i wish i could be all cool and not care weather they call back , or are interested . No !! i act like some desperate little kid stamping his feet for attention . So i met this fantastic girl last thurday night we chatted till early morning and i thought there was something there , i waited till sunday to call as i was really busy , had a nice little chat and she told me to call her , so i did and left the most retarded message , followed by a sms to explain message , This is where i should have just stopped , but no not me !!!! it's a bit like the scene in swingers when he just keeps leaving messages each one just a bit more fucked up than the last. So i wait a day and call again , same thing retarded message followed by a still more fucked up sms to explain message . Geee i wonder why she has not called back ???
This is starting to worry me , i'm really very embarrassed by my behaviour, what i'm leaving out is what i wrote in sms and the messages i left , obviously nothing filthy /rude , but i'm sure from what a close friend of mine Clea said after reading what i wrote that i might have dissed her in the last sms . Fuck fuck
Well this is my little drama , but am grateful that that is all there is to bitch about .
Next time i will gag myself .
Although Clea said i might still have a chance if i tell her that i have burnt my phone and taken my meds, try and put some humour in it ..
Personally i think that i blew my chance .
ok enough of my dribble ,
Why is it that when i am attracted to someone i act like a total retard , i wish i could be all cool and not care weather they call back , or are interested . No !! i act like some desperate little kid stamping his feet for attention . So i met this fantastic girl last thurday night we chatted till early morning and i thought there was something there , i waited till sunday to call as i was really busy , had a nice little chat and she told me to call her , so i did and left the most retarded message , followed by a sms to explain message , This is where i should have just stopped , but no not me !!!! it's a bit like the scene in swingers when he just keeps leaving messages each one just a bit more fucked up than the last. So i wait a day and call again , same thing retarded message followed by a still more fucked up sms to explain message . Geee i wonder why she has not called back ???
This is starting to worry me , i'm really very embarrassed by my behaviour, what i'm leaving out is what i wrote in sms and the messages i left , obviously nothing filthy /rude , but i'm sure from what a close friend of mine Clea said after reading what i wrote that i might have dissed her in the last sms . Fuck fuck
Well this is my little drama , but am grateful that that is all there is to bitch about .
Next time i will gag myself .
Although Clea said i might still have a chance if i tell her that i have burnt my phone and taken my meds, try and put some humour in it ..
Personally i think that i blew my chance .
ok enough of my dribble ,
