sorry i've been missing in action for a while. finals have been kicking my ass. i've done so much and i still have so much more to do. i'll be so happy when it's thursday and i don't have anything else to do, i'm totally stressing out right now. i need to stop, i'm starting to not even care how i do anymore i'm so...
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i'm so much happier when the weather is all nice and sunny, it's like i almost feel more whole inside. does anyone else get this? like i get this feeling inside of me like my body is remembering every summer i've ever had and all the fun all at once. it feels so good. i love this weather. everyone else is moping about how hot...
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ingrid:
me too! me too! get that happy feeling when it's summer time.. my answer on what i'm gonna do this summer could be the same as yours, except that i'm prolly not going to hang out in portland..
i also REALLY REALLY want to find a job and move to live in another town.. i had fun dancing on saturday night - i wish you could have been there dancing with me as well! girls are the best dancing companion! 
i also REALLY REALLY want to find a job and move to live in another town.. i had fun dancing on saturday night - i wish you could have been there dancing with me as well! girls are the best dancing companion! 
bryn:
cleaned today. its all done. turning my keys in tomorrow. egh. im agonna miss dat little pit. this place is nice, but im used to living alone. i feel like its the eternal sleepover. 
i began the packing process last night. eventhough i'm not going home for the summer until june 2 i want to get as much as i can packed early so i don't have to try to cram everything in my car. my packing was interrupted though by porn. damn you porn, damn you. so i watched "sink the pink" with some people across the hall...
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nykonnlc:
Ah boy do I miss those days, community porn floor watching.
Good Luck with your finals
Good Luck with your finals
ingrid:
Ahhh.. packing.
I should be doing that AWS, lazy lazy me....
I think it would be more fun to pack someone else's stuff than my own. My packing elves have abandoned me in the mid 80's and stayed in Moscow.
I should be doing that AWS, lazy lazy me....
I think it would be more fun to pack someone else's stuff than my own. My packing elves have abandoned me in the mid 80's and stayed in Moscow.
i miss chris so much already. it sucks. i really just want to be home right now. i miss my sweetie. i'm so sick of school, of the classes, or the stupid busywork homework, of tests, of papers, of the people here, of everything. i just want to be away from it all. i want to be at home with chris, working and making some...
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nordicskin:
That is sad. it makes you feel so helpless!
As strange as it sounds, i want a 3 way relationship, i think that it would be cool. but like you say i think we should spend more time togather as a trio!
As strange as it sounds, i want a 3 way relationship, i think that it would be cool. but like you say i think we should spend more time togather as a trio!
photo_obscura:
That's so sad... 
It's true, bad things do happen to good people, and good neighbours like that are so hard to find...
and it'll be summer soon enough, so don't get too bogged down by school
It's true, bad things do happen to good people, and good neighbours like that are so hard to find...
and it'll be summer soon enough, so don't get too bogged down by school
i had the most amazing time at the beach ever. it was so great. i really wanted it never to end. i fell so much deeper in love with chris during the time we were constantly together too. we had the most perfect weather when we were there. it did pour and even hail, but whenever it did it would only last a few minutes...
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lil_billy_ben:
They 86ed my pics too
nykonnlc:
Your weekend sounded awesome, Glad you had a great time. The hotel sounded terrific.
they server crashed and I guess any pic uploaded after a certain date was lost, but i am sure someone already told you that by now, I'ma little late.
they server crashed and I guess any pic uploaded after a certain date was lost, but i am sure someone already told you that by now, I'ma little late.
it really bothers me when people put down things i say. for example. for my american lit class we read lovely bones, by alice sebold. well, i had also read lucky, by alice sebold. and the two books deal with very similar issues. so i shared what i knew about the book and how i thought the two books related to each other. sebold gives...
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nykonnlc:
thanks i hope things work, but we will see. I kinda liked that last line myself too.
I loved coming home to 2 hours of Saved by the bell, it was the best.
I would say after Success/stability, it would definately be comfort or Happiness.
I loved coming home to 2 hours of Saved by the bell, it was the best.
I would say after Success/stability, it would definately be comfort or Happiness.
stickyrice:
If the doofus in your class doesn't think "Lucky" has anything to do with "Bones," there's not much hope for him. Knowing Sebold's history adds a whole new dimension to what's already a fine novel.
My answer: Accomplishment.
Now I'm going to look at the new pics.
My answer: Accomplishment.
Now I'm going to look at the new pics.
i added new pics, so check them out.
i'm really tired so i think i'm going to go to bed now. i'll write a real entry soon though, i promise.
i love you guys. thanks for the good vibes.
reading: middlesex, by jefferey eugenides
listening to: "fuck and run" liz phair
shelley
i'm really tired so i think i'm going to go to bed now. i'll write a real entry soon though, i promise.
i love you guys. thanks for the good vibes.
reading: middlesex, by jefferey eugenides
listening to: "fuck and run" liz phair
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photo_obscura:
It really has been way too long since I listened to Exile In Guyville... I should dig my copy out from wherever the heck it's gotten to
stacie:
your peektures are so cute.. you are not as sexy in the lab glasses as you are sexy in the paul frank julius shirt. Julius is my crush. I have an evil julius watch and i want to get evil julius tattooed on one foot, angel julius on the other.
oh.. and have you checked out the alfred hitchcock special edition clue?
now i cant remember what comment i was going to make about your comment.. see. you tricked me
oh.. and have you checked out the alfred hitchcock special edition clue?
now i cant remember what comment i was going to make about your comment.. see. you tricked me
this weekend chris told me that he wanted to be with me for the rest of his life, that he will love me forever no matter what, that he wants to marry me. 
i'm so silly, when he said that i started crying. but i'm so happy. i hope that everything works out for us and that things keep getting better and better. send some...
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bryn:
id like a faerie, with her wings outspread so they become mine. it sounds cheesy, but im very particular with how i want it done, and so it will be gorgeous
pirateking8:
That is to awsome CONGRATS KID (tear) There you go agian makeing me all happy agian, You are an amazing girl and I wish you all the best...
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it's so nice not to have that asshole living right above me anymore. i could actually study in my room last night because he wasn't slamming things on the ground. it was all nice and quiet from right above me.
i was hoping that last night i would have a great night's sleep with the new found quiet above me. but no. around 12:15 all...
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kristi:
Thanx for the welcome! So you dig genital combat too huh? (not just the act, but the phrase) haha I heard that in psychology I, if you can believe that! hah
lil_billy_ben:
It's always cool when friends that live a long ways away come to visit.
school is so frustrating right now. let my craziness be a lesson to you: don't try to take 19 credits at once. it makes you insane and takes away any social life you thought you had. it sucks. and now that we're getting close to finals it's getting even worse. what i don't understand is that how, when i try so hard to get caught...
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bryn:
waiting for godot is actually really good. ive seen it a couple times. it depends on the actors and directors interpretations, but its pretty hard to fuck up.
you are crazy! 19 credits! ak! i never did that, and im s glad. i had a hard enough time with 16.5. good lord. im putting up another chunk romone of my otherstories if youre interested....
you are crazy! 19 credits! ak! i never did that, and im s glad. i had a hard enough time with 16.5. good lord. im putting up another chunk romone of my otherstories if youre interested....
stickyrice:
Soon the play entitled "Waiting for the Asshole That Fucked Around With My Car To Be Kicked Out" will end, and I'm happy for you.
I like to dream about moving across landscapes at considerable speed. Any landscapes.
I like to dream about moving across landscapes at considerable speed. Any landscapes.
since im a bit of a matrix geek ill see if i can answer some of your questions.
sex/dance party- basically there to show you how free the people in the city are and feel. plus, its a natural tendancy to try and do something like that when you know you are on the verge of extinction.
orgasm girl- the cake that she ate was a program that the guy wrote specifically for that purpose. he basically wrote a program that was edible orgasm.
tan people - I beleive the reason people in zion are all dark skinned is purely genetics. all the people from the city are bred from other people in the city. dark skin is a stronger dna trait than white skin. therefore after the years of interbreeding. more people will be dark than white. the only people that are white would be people from a bloodline that was entirely white.
hope that helped
i heard there is a pretty funny scene in that movie. a little Titanic scene where keanu pumps the girl's heart and says he won't let go