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this weekend chris told me that he wanted to be with me for the rest of his life, that he will love me forever no matter what, that he wants to marry me. i'm so silly, when he said that i started crying. but i'm so happy. i hope that everything works out for us and that things keep getting better and better. send some good vibes my way people. i really do want to spend the rest of my life with him, and i don't want to ever lose him, that would be horrible. i'm so in love. life doesn't get any better than this. he talked about how he's been thinking a lot about it lately and about how badly he wants to live in our very own house together someday. i'm so happy right now about all this i could cry.

the beach trip is coming up on friday, and i can't wait, all this stuff with chris makes it that much more exciting. we both really need a vacation, and i don't think it could come at a better time.

this weekend was good. i got to see two of my really good friends that i don't get to see anymore because they both live in california, one in la and one in san diego. it was really weird and funny. one of the friends was my boyfriend, and the guy i lost my virginity to in 10th grade. yesterady i was at his house visiting and he pulled out this file from his file cabinent. well, it was a file of everything i ever gave him (notes, pictures, cards, letters, etc.) it was so funny to read some of the things i wrote to him. i was so young, i had no idea what the hell i was talking about. it was really weird to read all that stuff because i can't even remember what it felt like to be with him you know. it's like it almost never happened.

well, i have lots to do so i should go. talk to everyone later.

shelley

reading: middlesex, by jefferey eugenides
listening to: "alone down there" modest mouse