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Sunday Apr 27, 2003

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My Life, by Billy Collins

Sometimes i see it as a straight line
drawn with a pencil and a ruler
transecting the circle of the world

or as a finger piercing
a smoke ring, casual, inquisitive

but then the sun will come out
or the phone will ring
and i will cease to wonder

if it is one thing,
a large ball of air and memory,
or many things,
a string of small farming towns,
a dark road winding through them.

Let us say it is a field
i have been hoeing every day,
hoeing and singing,
then going to sleep in one of its furrows

or now that it is more than half over,
a partially open door,
rain dripping from the eaves.

Like yours, it could be anything, a nest with one egg,
a hallway that leads to a thousand rooms -
whatever happens to float into view
when i close my eyes
or look out a window
for more than a few minutes,
so that some days i think
it must be everything and nothing at once.

But this morning, sitting in bed,
wearing my black sweater and my glasses,
the curtains drawn and the windows up,

I am a lake, my poem is an empty boat,
and my life is the breeze that blows
through the whole scene

stirring everything it touches -
the surface of the water, the limp sail,
even the heavy, leafy trees along the shore.

...........

question of the day: If a comet were headed for earth that will end life, as we know it, what would you do until it came?


reading: lucky, by alice sebold
listening to: "not a virgin" poe

surreal shelley surreal
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desidia:
I'm from vancouver.
Apr 28, 2003
fractal:
If a comet was coming...thats tricky. How much time do we have? Like, a we really forewarned, or is it like in that movie where they only had 24 hours or something? If we had a bunch of time, I'd go travel. If it was only a few hours, I'd call my family, tell them I loved them, and then curl up in my boys arms until it hit.

This is a depressing journal. No offense.
Apr 28, 2003

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