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in the eyes of my ideal lover i am perfect. i am a sex goddess. i am someone to be worshipped. i am a temptress. in the eyes of my ideal lover i am incredibly sexy and so gorgeous that they can hardly contain themselves whenever they're in my presence. even when i'm wearing just a t-shirt and sweatpants i'm absolutely stunning. my ideal lover is utterly and completely in love with me, they have everything they could ever want or need and aren't concerned in the least bit with any other women. my ideal lover desires me at all times and is dominant in the love making whenever i want him to be. my ideal lover desires to feel himself inside my body, to become a part of me. my ideal lover longs to be with me until the end of time. my ideal lover makes me feel secure in my relationship with them. my ideal lover loves me for who i am, and loves even my faults. my ideal lover is completely happy with me. there's no one else they'd rather be with. in the eyes of my ideal over i deserve to get a love letter once a week, and he does everything he can to make sure that happens. my ideal lover makes me feel happy and comfortable. my ideal lover is honest and makes me laugh. my ideal lover is somene who stimulates me physically, emotionally, and mentally.
honestly, chris meets almost all of the criteria for my ideal lover, which makes me very happy. i couldn't imagine myself with anyone else.

reading: look at me, by jennifer eagan
listening to: "forty six and two" tool