so i'm reading "love in the time of cholera" right now. you know, at times i'm really bored and then other times the language is so beautiful and romantic that i want to cry. it's amazing.
i've been thinking lately...like i don't think i want college to end.
but then again i'm so desperate to get out of here and be on my own and do whatever i want and have some sort of steady income. but it's like i really enjoy being in college. i know that there's no way that i can afford to stay in school and that i really don't want to. i think it's just that i don't want this time in my life to end. i don't want to get older. i don't want to look at the calendar and one day be 45. i want to stay young forever, but i know that can't happen. i guess eventually leaving college means that i have to grow up for real. i can't depend on my parents anymore. not that i want to depend on my parents, but it's nice to get money every month. i just love being young and i don't want it to end. we should all be able to stay young and beautiful forever. 
i've been thinking lately...like i don't think i want college to end.
but then again i'm so desperate to get out of here and be on my own and do whatever i want and have some sort of steady income. but it's like i really enjoy being in college. i know that there's no way that i can afford to stay in school and that i really don't want to. i think it's just that i don't want this time in my life to end. i don't want to get older. i don't want to look at the calendar and one day be 45. i want to stay young forever, but i know that can't happen. i guess eventually leaving college means that i have to grow up for real. i can't depend on my parents anymore. not that i want to depend on my parents, but it's nice to get money every month. i just love being young and i don't want it to end. we should all be able to stay young and beautiful forever. 
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