i am so paranoid i swear 
i hate it so much. i hate being scared that you don't make your significant other happy just because you're scared and have been hurt in the past, it's the worst feeling in the world. eventhough chris tells me that i make him the happiest and that i mean everything to him and that i'm the greatest i still...
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i hate it so much. i hate being scared that you don't make your significant other happy just because you're scared and have been hurt in the past, it's the worst feeling in the world. eventhough chris tells me that i make him the happiest and that i mean everything to him and that i'm the greatest i still... Read More
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i'm so fed up with the internet at my school...it crashes all the time and so we can't use our email, or the internet, or anything. it's ridiculous. the internet was down for two days. the system here is so frustrating. 
oh well, there's really nothing i can do about it, so i guess i shouldn't worry about it.
shock at just swallowing a mentos...
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oh well, there's really nothing i can do about it, so i guess i shouldn't worry about it.
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london:
liquid eye liner is definitly tough dude
cherry:
::a cookie for you::
bad days suck
Cherry xx
bad days suck
Cherry xx
so this weekend was pretty good. how was yours? my boyfriend came to visit which was just amazing 
swoon. we had a great time just hanging out and basically doing nothing. i love when you can have a great time doing nothing with someone. we talked about the trips we want to go on this summer. i'm so excited to go away with him for...
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swoon. we had a great time just hanging out and basically doing nothing. i love when you can have a great time doing nothing with someone. we talked about the trips we want to go on this summer. i'm so excited to go away with him for... Read More
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perdurabo:
so strange that alcohol affects different people so differently?
melissa2:
man......i never win with scratchers........
what are you suppossed to do when all of your non SG friends are bugging the shit out of you? i feel like i don't even want to be around anyone except my boyfriend, and i have a feeling that i can stand to be around him because i only get to see him once a week. one of my guy friends is especially pissing...
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perdurabo:
Who wrote that Love in the time of Cholera book?
The lovely bones was good...but I can't put my finger on the reason.
I would take a million dollars to sleep with someone if it were protected...disease free...etc...and if I wasn't committed to someone else.
The lovely bones was good...but I can't put my finger on the reason.
I would take a million dollars to sleep with someone if it were protected...disease free...etc...and if I wasn't committed to someone else.
woodplank4wheels:
Gabriel Garcia wrote LIATOC.
I wouldnt have a friend that wore fake glasses to look cool.
One thing I cant handle, is people...like...that.
I wouldnt have a friend that wore fake glasses to look cool.
One thing I cant handle, is people...like...that.
all of the rain lately has made me think about when i was little 
i used to get really scared of all of the worms that came up onto the sidewalk because the grass flooded. i remember walking in the park with my dad and screaming because there were so many worms all over the sidewalk. it really creeped me out.
some of my friends...
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i used to get really scared of all of the worms that came up onto the sidewalk because the grass flooded. i remember walking in the park with my dad and screaming because there were so many worms all over the sidewalk. it really creeped me out.
some of my friends...
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boothadams:
I once wrote a letter to my friend and told him not to open it until 15 years in the future. He opened it their and then and lauged at me.
london:
I love the sound of rain when im falling asleep- thanks BTW...
don't you hate it when you drink so much water at once that you think you just might puke? 
ugh, that's the worst.
i have so much to do. two tests tomorrow. i really hate tests with a passion. life would be so wonderful without them.
i've been wondering, at 20 should i feel like i know who i want to spend the rest of...
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ugh, that's the worst.
i have so much to do. two tests tomorrow. i really hate tests with a passion. life would be so wonderful without them.
i've been wondering, at 20 should i feel like i know who i want to spend the rest of...
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pyronautica:
those are DEFINITELY good things. I love green and moms are wonderful!
nrthrnsol:
thank you for your commnt in my journal
i believe when i fall in love with you it will be forever. i believe when i fall in love next time it will be forever.
human beings are not born once and for all on the day their mothers give birth to them; life obliges them over and over again to give birth to themselves.
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elisabeth:
Sometimes I do. And what a great pic and thought provoking journal entry
emily:
oh man..Thanx for the joke in my journal!That was funny
it's so dark outside today.
how did my room get so messy?
how did my room get so messy?
i'm so tired, so very tired.
i saw the coolest picture today of a sunset from space
if you want to see it click here..."?space sunset
i never knew that's what a sunset from space looked like.
so i've decided that i need to practice having sex standing up more.
whenever my boyfriend and i attempt it it just seems really awkward (not at...
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i saw the coolest picture today of a sunset from space
if you want to see it click here..."?space sunset
i never knew that's what a sunset from space looked like.
so i've decided that i need to practice having sex standing up more.
whenever my boyfriend and i attempt it it just seems really awkward (not at... Read More
a list of currents... 
current mood: lazy and tired
current music: "clumsy"-our lady peace
current taste: burt's beeswax lip balm (yum )
current hair: so short i can no longer put it up
current grievance: constantly doing homework
current annoyance: never having a break
current scent: clinique happy
current longing: to be well rested and in the arms of the one i love
current thing...
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current mood: lazy and tired
current music: "clumsy"-our lady peace
current taste: burt's beeswax lip balm (yum
)
current hair: so short i can no longer put it up
current grievance: constantly doing homework
current annoyance: never having a break
current scent: clinique happy
current longing: to be well rested and in the arms of the one i love
current thing...
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chlamydia:
You are such a hot monkey...damn
randomdent:
Wow I'm the only one on your friends list! I feel special!!!
Try to get me on Aim sometime. My user name is CircuiTswitchin
Try to get me on Aim sometime. My user name is CircuiTswitchin
so i'm reading "love in the time of cholera" right now. you know, at times i'm really bored and then other times the language is so beautiful and romantic that i want to cry. it's amazing.
i've been thinking lately...like i don't think i want college to end.
but then again i'm so desperate to get out of here and be on my own and...
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i've been thinking lately...like i don't think i want college to end.
but then again i'm so desperate to get out of here and be on my own and... Read More
click_here:
hello little monkey
i am actually moving in with mine in a couple months and i'm paranoid that we are going to get bored and tired of each other or get on each others nerves and want to kill each other. just keep open communication between the two of you so you can talk about your fears openly. try to let go of your worries and enjoy right now cuz the more you worry about the future the more you fuck up the present.
i hope you relax and feel a bit more settled soon.
LiLA.