it went backwards as well as forwards, and nobody ever won.
and that's where all my ups and downs began.

my mood seems to change everytime i look at the clock. it's a very unnerving feeling. a feeling that lacks purpose. remember those days in highschool, when you had something to do in the evening, something really fun or interesting which made you not want...
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tonight i will be attending the book launch for floria sigismondi's new book "immune." i'm very excited. i'm not one to blow smoke up my own ass, but i look good.

toronto is boring me right now. if you don't sleep evenings as well, tell me. we can rock the night away.

so i'm in my new place and finally have internet. i have unintentionally neglected the site for a long time. but im back and out for blood.

thank you to everyone who wished me a happy brithday, although i only got it now, it was rather sweet of you.

ALSO, gunther von haggens has an exhibit coming to the ontario science center. i urge you...
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i think i broke my love bone some time ago and neglected to fix it and now it has healed funny. damn.

2am. i saunter up my driveway for what seemed like and eternity. i eventually found the right key and let myself in. amity was the poison that brought me to this.. and maybe a bit of whiskey. 3am. i had only enough strength to roll into the tub and turn on the shower. after laying helpless for some time, i sat up. then stood up....
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ok so i have strep throat. now, some people say "eat popsicles, the cold is good for your throat," which does make sense. Then you have the people who say "drink some tea, the heat is good for your throat," which got me thinking. Either extreme temperature is benificial in the fighting of this painful affliction, or someone has been lying to me.