Monday Oct 20, 2003

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boy, i should be studying, but i just can't bring myself to study about common distortions regarding islam or the path from symptoms and signs to a cognitive-affective morphology of psychopathology. somehow i don't think "people hate muslims" and "everybody's nuts" is going to really cut it, though.

i can't wait for halloween. hot muppet-love awaits. biggrin
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throatneedle:
As long as Animal gets some action..go for it!

P.S. - HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
penelopelee:
happy un-celebrated birthday. it's saturday. you have to be doing SOMETHING cool.

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j-smoov

Sunday Oct 19, 2003

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i finally got new ear plugs. after 2 months of not wearing anything my lobes shrank from 16mm to 00g. dammit. oh, well, the new ones are nice ebony. and, yes, this was much more important than buying groceries this week. one must learn to sacrifice.

maybe i should go on that 30-day fast to save money.

Tuesday Oct 14, 2003

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I NEED A JOB!!!!!!!! i'm sick of ramen noodles and american cheese. i don't wanna have to go live in my storage space. i got a lead on security at an escort service, but i sort of gave up shady illegal jobs years ago. AAARRRGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the bodega's getting pissed at me for paying with change all the time.

but karaoke tonight at meow mix will...
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unnecessaryz:
I am intrigued by this "hm" that you felt necessary to share with me not one, but three times. Something is afoot.
unnecessaryz:
Oh, I get it now. Sorry, didn't have internet most of the day and with limited time, all I care about is my page. Me, me, me! Cheers.

Sunday Oct 12, 2003

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sheesh, it's 3 am and i've got the strongest urge to go out drinking RIGHT NOW, which would inevitably mean not stopping until i fall asleep on javad's floor around noon. probably not the best idea. don't listen to the percocets in your head...don't...i mean it...
penelopelee:
the look on my face in that first picture is like WHOA. drunk. did we take our shirts off in the back room of barmacy? i think that was the drunkest i've ever been while being simultaneously mobile.

i always forget that girl's name, too. madeline, i think it was. she biz-ounced in the middle of our crush revelation. tooooo bad.

and you told me your birthday was cancelled 500 times. my birthday is NOT cancelled. be there or be square. i haven't decided where i'm going to have it yet, though. somewhere on the LES, surely. maybe 2A or lit?

Saturday Oct 11, 2003

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i'm turning into a giant bacon, egg & cheese biscuit. flaky, buttery outside, crispy, smushy, salty inside.
GO SOX, FUCK YANKEES
the brought low are the best band in new york, go see them.

and read the illuminatus trilogy.
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penelopelee:
go look at my picture section!! i bet you haven't seen that in FOREVER. haha.


cheesiness: kiss
rxqueen:
i've never heard the brought low.
where do they usually play?

Friday Oct 10, 2003

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Whoo! let's hear it for manic/depression!!! it's an adventure every day! yesterday i could barely scrape myself off the bottom of the peep show floor, today i'm hovering 6 inches off the ground zooming around like a cranked-up mayfly with 24 hours to breed.

soooooo after after drinking and doing stupid things for 12 hours straight until literally minutes before my abnormal psych midterm...I GOT...
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Thursday Oct 09, 2003

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i've just been feeling sorry for myself lately, wondering what's wrong with me, going down in a hole, mostly...but then i have to remind myself that amazing things do happen, and beautiful people do exist, and my friends are actually competing with one another to see who gets to bring me home and save me from depressing orphan thanksgiving alone in the city.

but so...
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rxqueen:
awwwwwww.
everyons been kind of sad lately.
or so it seems.
myself included.
but we get through it.

at least it sounds like you've got good friends. smile
thats ALWAYS a good thing.

yeah new york is the best.
you can go from urban to forrest in about 40 minutes.

feel better!!
elisabeth:
Yeah, wouldn't it be nice somehow to just put yourself into a corner for a little bit, and just walk away? I'm still working on that one without the obvious methods, dying or heavy narcotics.

And you have a birthday coming up! I know so many people with October birthdays, I am gonna broke this month, I tell ya.

Thursday Oct 09, 2003

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i have prophetic dreams. no bullshit. i have dreams that come true, and they're all bad. and i have dreams that have yet to come true, and they're MUCH MUCH worse. i mean like death and destruction and imprisonment and horrible horrible things, just short of raining-fire-rivers-of-blood-type-stuff. and this scares the holy crap out of me because it leaves very little to look forward to...
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Thursday Oct 09, 2003

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feelin' blue, i need love... frown
elisabeth:
Believe me, I feel you. Have you joined the Depression Outlet group yet?

And that's not the way to go, trust me on this one. I read your thread. Please email me if you need to 'talk' about this.

This is my own experience with my demons in the above area...http://suicidegirls.com/girls/elisabeth/85886/
jason:
get some sleep. its totally normal to feel like you do after having that much fun. youre just a little beside yourself right now and you'll feel much metter by tomorrw night.

Friday Oct 03, 2003

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today's lesson: mixing vicodin and robitussin dm is exactly like heroin. you sweat, you puke, you nod out for 6 hours...
rxqueen:
haha!!
bleh i can't stand robitussin puke

glad to hear yr feelin better tho biggrin
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