waxangel

Haven't updated in a while, internet availability is random lately, but we should be getting cable for the house on Tuesday.

The Festival of Awesome rolls on, unabated.

Since we last saw our hero, he:

1. Saw Gil Mantera's Party Dream, and you didn't. There are pictures, once I find them.

Ah, yes, here they are:



Gil Mantera and Ultimate Donny.



Me looking utterly retarded and wearing Ultimate Donny's weird blue head-condom thing because I'm a total groupie.



What's rock without some shiny gold cock?



This picture very much speaks for itself.

Needless to say, I had a fantastic time. Those guys put on the best live show ever, and are great friends to boot. Go see them if you ever have a chance.

2. Went to the Giants-Steelers game, which turned out to be one of the best of the year. I heart football.

And the lovely MistakesMade arrives Wednesday for a quick pre-Christmas visit.

Yay.


What did you ask for for Christmas/Hannukah/Kwanzaa/Pagan Gift-Giving Day?


EDIT: Just read an e-mail saying MistakesMade can't make it down, after all.

Does this mean the end of the Festival? Is this the last we will hear from Awesome Man?

Christmas with the family in DC certainly won't be too Awesome. Especially having to explain why I haven't spoken to them for so long, and how depression drove me to fuck up in school yet again.

Buh.

I'm feeling my Awesometacity draining away already. Maybe I'm just overtired. It's exhausting being happy.





There's someone I think about quite a lot lately. And I think I'm probably a total moron for letting myself. What would you do?

I hate liking people.

A good friend recently pointed out that maybe I fall for people that are unavailable or just simply a bad idea because I subconsciously want it all to fail, that I don't really want to

Perhaps.

Still, she's beautiful, brilliant, and talented, and I want her to like me.

Boy, this journal entry sure took a strange left turn. I guess I feel like I'm taking some strange turns myself lately.