I have a crush.
And I've been told it's probably mutual.
It's kind of stupid, because I still don't really like my life, but I like this girl, and I think maybe I'd like her in my life.
She teaches dance, and does little things with her mouth when she talks and smiles that are so cute they make me catch my breath.
Unfortunately, I don't think I'm in any position mentally, financially, scholastically, and lots of other -lys, to get involved with someone. I think I need to get my own head, heart, and health in good working order before I go inviting anyone inside.
And sometimes that's the way it is.
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Also, I think my pepper plants have aphids. How does one get aphids indoors, in New York? Are aphids tiny and green? Can you tell that I like the word "aphids"?
And I've been told it's probably mutual.
It's kind of stupid, because I still don't really like my life, but I like this girl, and I think maybe I'd like her in my life.
She teaches dance, and does little things with her mouth when she talks and smiles that are so cute they make me catch my breath.
Unfortunately, I don't think I'm in any position mentally, financially, scholastically, and lots of other -lys, to get involved with someone. I think I need to get my own head, heart, and health in good working order before I go inviting anyone inside.
And sometimes that's the way it is.
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Also, I think my pepper plants have aphids. How does one get aphids indoors, in New York? Are aphids tiny and green? Can you tell that I like the word "aphids"?
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WHy am I a thoughtless bitch?? you hurt my feelings.
As for your comment about scooping up Mary and coming down here, bring your asses. I don't have shit to do!!
xoxo!
I know how you feel though, honestly. I'm just barely hanging on by a strand of a thread to getting things put back together in my life, then my ex, whom i still have it bad for, propositions me. Yeah, that's all i need at this point.
life is kind of mentally challenged sometimes, i'm beginning to think.