:: I always cry at endings ::
I saw Resident Evil: Apocalypse on Saturday, and it was exactly what I had hoped - hilariously funny when it wasn't trying to be, ridiculously over the top, full of zombies, and Milla Jovovich naked in a medical setting.
Quick, how many movies can you think of with Milla Jovovich naked in a medical setting? I've got three.
So, I'm still sick to death of NYC, and really needing to move on with my life. I've been here 10 years, and I don't feel like it has much more to offer me. Unfortunately, I'm stuck here until I finish school, which is about another year and a half, but then I get to apply to graduate schools and can (hopefully) pick from a vast range of residential possibilities. I just need to be somewhere where I can focus on my own life, where my friends understand what going to school is about, and won't encourage me to do things that are counter-productive toward my life plans.
I look around, and most of my friends are in their mid-30's, and stuck in lives that were cool when they were in their early 20's, but now just seem dead-end trains to misery. I mean, at 35, if you're still a bartender, with no particular ambition and no viable prospects, what do you really have to look forward to? I refuse to settle for a mediocre life of quiet desperation. My footprints on this world will last and be noticed. I hope.
Things are changing all inside, and staying the same all around.
:: Get me away from here, I'm dying, play me a song to set me free ::
I saw Resident Evil: Apocalypse on Saturday, and it was exactly what I had hoped - hilariously funny when it wasn't trying to be, ridiculously over the top, full of zombies, and Milla Jovovich naked in a medical setting.
Quick, how many movies can you think of with Milla Jovovich naked in a medical setting? I've got three.
So, I'm still sick to death of NYC, and really needing to move on with my life. I've been here 10 years, and I don't feel like it has much more to offer me. Unfortunately, I'm stuck here until I finish school, which is about another year and a half, but then I get to apply to graduate schools and can (hopefully) pick from a vast range of residential possibilities. I just need to be somewhere where I can focus on my own life, where my friends understand what going to school is about, and won't encourage me to do things that are counter-productive toward my life plans.
I look around, and most of my friends are in their mid-30's, and stuck in lives that were cool when they were in their early 20's, but now just seem dead-end trains to misery. I mean, at 35, if you're still a bartender, with no particular ambition and no viable prospects, what do you really have to look forward to? I refuse to settle for a mediocre life of quiet desperation. My footprints on this world will last and be noticed. I hope.
Things are changing all inside, and staying the same all around.
:: Get me away from here, I'm dying, play me a song to set me free ::
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prophetnoise:
fuckin aye, i'm goin through the same shit, only i've already graduated and all it's gotten me is a job cleaning toilets in the fucking elementary school i attended,.. .....i feel like i'm that 35 year old dead end person and i;m only 24 .. .blah. . .but i'll not dwell on that more than usual. . .because its all i've been dwelling on. . . so, yeah, hey...how you doin otherwise? Might make it out tonight...m ight not, gotta get back from below the mason dixon line.
boxofficepoison:
Well if today was all I got. Truthfully I'd be hapy.