So...
I must purify.
I must learn to be selfless. I must learn to love purely, selflessly, completely without desire.
I truly love one person in the world in this way, and it nearly destroyed me arriving at it. There must be an easier way to reach this level, because I'm simply not strong enough to go through that again.
I must purify my heart and love without myself.
It frightens me.
I'm not even sure what it means, or how I'll know if I'm there. I think it means I want nothing from you, not even acknowledgement. I think it means I'll never care the answer to the question "Do you love me?" I think it means the question never even crosses my mind.
No hope, no harm
Just another false alarm.
I must purify.
I must learn to be selfless. I must learn to love purely, selflessly, completely without desire.
I truly love one person in the world in this way, and it nearly destroyed me arriving at it. There must be an easier way to reach this level, because I'm simply not strong enough to go through that again.
I must purify my heart and love without myself.
It frightens me.
I'm not even sure what it means, or how I'll know if I'm there. I think it means I want nothing from you, not even acknowledgement. I think it means I'll never care the answer to the question "Do you love me?" I think it means the question never even crosses my mind.
No hope, no harm
Just another false alarm.
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I will definitely come up there as soon as time and money allow. My bankruptcy is hurting me a lot, so it may not be for awhile unless this biatch gets a free ride while in town. But I will, I will, if for nothing else to see you again, cutie! haha