waxangel

I'm bored with these silly games, sick to death of childish antics. I've had it with big talk followed by a retreat from action. Life is to be lived, not fantasized. Avoiding reality does not make it go away. Dreaming is useless without trying to make those dreams come true. Go on, show me what you've got, or else stop wasting my time.

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My back hurts from throwing up so much last night. Stupid Key Food deli gave me food poisoning, and I had to leave work early. I guess that's what I get for trying to eat healthier and save money rather than order nasty delivery to the bar.

It's not raining today, which means if I stop feeling so weak and pukey soon I can get on my bike and get some riding in. There's nothing like whipping through the streets of NYC on a tiny BMX in the summer, trying to balance staring at girls' asses with actually paying attention to the potentially super-deadly traffic.

I thought I had vacation plans, but now it seems I do not.