So after watching all the talk of antibiotics in chat for the last week my turn has come.
I managed to survive at work till lunchtime before arranging an urgent prescription from my Dentist for anti-biotics. I have a painful infection above my bridge which is also loose and not helping.
I have spent most of the afternoon lying down as didn't sleep that well...
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I managed to survive at work till lunchtime before arranging an urgent prescription from my Dentist for anti-biotics. I have a painful infection above my bridge which is also loose and not helping.
I have spent most of the afternoon lying down as didn't sleep that well...
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churtch:
I did add the chip-in account to the blog, thank you love
churtch:
you are amazing!!!
I am trying to keep positive. I am also trawling several sites and profiles as am determined to break the cycle and probably the mould.
I am still adding to Flickr and still have several hundred photos to add at least. Although my priorities are changing at present.
I am still adding to Flickr and still have several hundred photos to add at least. Although my priorities are changing at present.
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melaniek:
You go! There are lots of people out there. It takes time to find a good one! 
argo:
Yeah, I don't see me still having a job long enough to become "Mr. Universe" or even my old ass holding up that long! But dropping a pound(kilo) or 20 would be nice.
I've been out of the net for awhile and don't really know what you gots going down, but I read back a couple post and think I have a pretty good handle on it... I wish you luck... one note on your positivity... "trawling"... in my mind... presents a negative connotation. I know it's just a word, but it could represent that the whole process has been short circuited from the word go, Hard to call from text... just an observation on my part... Next time you have some "holiday" time banked up, you're more than welcome to crash at my place on this side of the pond. If nothing else, it'll give you something new to aim your lens at... just sayin..
Ed
I've been out of the net for awhile and don't really know what you gots going down, but I read back a couple post and think I have a pretty good handle on it... I wish you luck... one note on your positivity... "trawling"... in my mind... presents a negative connotation. I know it's just a word, but it could represent that the whole process has been short circuited from the word go, Hard to call from text... just an observation on my part... Next time you have some "holiday" time banked up, you're more than welcome to crash at my place on this side of the pond. If nothing else, it'll give you something new to aim your lens at... just sayin..
Ed
There are two sides to me I think. There is the side that everyone sees in being a jolly person who has so much to give, is generous , open and very happy.
Then there is the real me who has so much to give but is hidden behind the ring of steel that is my barrier. I wonder how many more sites I need...
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Then there is the real me who has so much to give but is hidden behind the ring of steel that is my barrier. I wonder how many more sites I need...
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fallenglory:
I can understand being used. I often find myself giving far more than one deserves and being shit on in the end, when they've gotten what they want or need, or just get bored of fucking with me. I've never asked anything of anyone except to want me for who I am, not what I can do for them. And at this point in my life when I find that I'm in need; even though I don't want help from anyone I know that I wouldn't have anyone to turn to anyway. It's a hard reality to face, but I always knew that's how it would be.
Don't let yourself be trampled on and left to rot in your sorrow. You deserve far more than that. Sometimes I think the pain of being alone is far worse than the pain of being hurt, but I'm a sucker for those little moments of happiness, however jaded they may be.
Don't let yourself be trampled on and left to rot in your sorrow. You deserve far more than that. Sometimes I think the pain of being alone is far worse than the pain of being hurt, but I'm a sucker for those little moments of happiness, however jaded they may be.
rubyfoo:
I quit trying to work out what is going on in other people's heads, I quit nonsence, I quit dealing with idiots, I quit fickle "friends", I quit being sick, I quit having to pay bills, I think I might quit SG, I don't want to be a grown up anymore....i just want to sleep for a week, a whole week....no dreams, just deep sleep....
I should have clarified all that on my blog....
I also love Flickr, it is where I find solice, in this crazy world. And I do understand completely what you are saying, in such a big world, why is it so hard to find that someone special, that get's me, that wants to be around me, we don't need to even speak, someone to share what I love with, and visa versa....
I have many "friends", but perhaps 2 real friends, that I can count on no matter what, and for that I am eternally grateful.
I agree with Fallen ^ the pain of being alone is usually worse than the pain of being hurt....and yes, those tiny, fleeting moments of happiness make life wonderful. Life is a rollercoaster, we all go through so much, so many experiences, emotions, and we can never know what it is like to be anyone else. to be in their head, and feel what they feel.
Just continue being yourself, and do what you enjoy, and who knows what will happen....
That's coming from me, who is a particularly moody bitch right now, but I know there is hope, and I have faith....
Take care,
x
I should have clarified all that on my blog....
I also love Flickr, it is where I find solice, in this crazy world. And I do understand completely what you are saying, in such a big world, why is it so hard to find that someone special, that get's me, that wants to be around me, we don't need to even speak, someone to share what I love with, and visa versa....
I have many "friends", but perhaps 2 real friends, that I can count on no matter what, and for that I am eternally grateful.
I agree with Fallen ^ the pain of being alone is usually worse than the pain of being hurt....and yes, those tiny, fleeting moments of happiness make life wonderful. Life is a rollercoaster, we all go through so much, so many experiences, emotions, and we can never know what it is like to be anyone else. to be in their head, and feel what they feel.
Just continue being yourself, and do what you enjoy, and who knows what will happen....
That's coming from me, who is a particularly moody bitch right now, but I know there is hope, and I have faith....
Take care,
x
I believe this You tube sums up my feelings very well!
sharona1881:
you are too sappy! 
xo hun
xo hunIt's been a long time since I actually wrote a blog. In fact it's been a long time since I added any photos here either, mainly because most of my latest uploads have been candids from London Pride and not of anyone in particular.
So , what is new with me? Work is still busy and will be for the next 6 months or so...
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So , what is new with me? Work is still busy and will be for the next 6 months or so...
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argo:
Blog... what's a Blog?!
kylepus:
It's been a while since I've written a journal as well.
I'll be your friend.
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I'll be your friend.
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cherrylix:
mega big flowers take over the worrrrld!
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111111111yennabear:
To start looking for "adult gigs"
bibs:
great photos rich! i just realised we arent actually friends on here...i have done my part to change that...its all on you now =P
kaikai:
From July 22nd - August 1st.
Theres a mini meet on July 22nd, htr, sal, and dj will be there as well as one or two others. it's dj's birthday and my arrival party.
Other then that I'd love to meet for lunch one day. :]
Theres a mini meet on July 22nd, htr, sal, and dj will be there as well as one or two others. it's dj's birthday and my arrival party.
Other then that I'd love to meet for lunch one day. :]
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kaikai:
this is the kind of shit you're suppose to be showing me when we hang out.
PS:
I'm back in the UKai July 22nd - August 1st. Up for hanging out a little longer this time? Maybe lunch?
this is the kind of shit you're suppose to be showing me when we hang out.
PS:
I'm back in the UKai July 22nd - August 1st. Up for hanging out a little longer this time? Maybe lunch?
clarabelle15:
Hey, thanks for the message about the mortgage thingy!!! Is that the industry you work in?
ps.... Loving the photos
ps.... Loving the photos
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eyesofatragedy:
wow, i love that purple one, its looks fake, like its made of wax.. and the yellow flowers in the background really make the purple pop out.. the tulips aint bad either, very vibrant!
i made a lil stop motion movie the other day.. its not flowers.. but i hope it can make you at least crack a smile? hehe
http://youtube.com/watch?v=ez3VcKT-P8s
i made a lil stop motion movie the other day.. its not flowers.. but i hope it can make you at least crack a smile? hehe
http://youtube.com/watch?v=ez3VcKT-P8s
karma:
Ooooooo soooo purdy!!!!
I know that arbor... i've pics of it before.... designed by Gertrude Jekyll?
Where is that?
I know that arbor... i've pics of it before.... designed by Gertrude Jekyll?
Where is that?