I went to bed an hour ago as I have to be up and out by 6am. I left chat earlier after a discussion around age , it is something I am very aware of, especially when viewing cams.
The average age in SG Chat is around 22 which when you consider I am 40 is something to think about. It seriously makes me wonder if I have the right to be here at all as I don't want to be thought of as that creepy old guy and do my utmost to interact in chat even if some of what I say gets ignored. I don't consider myself old I just have yet to find a Ms Right, too many Ms Wrongs.
Being honest I think this is the main reason I left SG Chat last time because I was more and more aware of the age gap between me and most of the chatters. I know I say age is but a number and you are only as old as the person you are feeling but it does play on my mind.
So much so that I have got out of bed to write this now whilst its fresh in my mind. I dont know what I am going to do at this point, if I do anything. It is certainly something that would make me consider seriously whether anyone who is in London would really want to meet me or see me at a meet when all around are likely to be so much younger. I love sg chat and the interaction as it is totally differant from anything else I do professionally or personally.
It is a great release given the career I have is so stressful and demanding. I also feel happy to write stuff here more so on other blog type sites for reasons I can't really explain.
Anyway, enough of the ramblings I'm going back to bed as 6am will be here far to quickly and as I am so old I need my beauty sleep!
The average age in SG Chat is around 22 which when you consider I am 40 is something to think about. It seriously makes me wonder if I have the right to be here at all as I don't want to be thought of as that creepy old guy and do my utmost to interact in chat even if some of what I say gets ignored. I don't consider myself old I just have yet to find a Ms Right, too many Ms Wrongs.
Being honest I think this is the main reason I left SG Chat last time because I was more and more aware of the age gap between me and most of the chatters. I know I say age is but a number and you are only as old as the person you are feeling but it does play on my mind.
So much so that I have got out of bed to write this now whilst its fresh in my mind. I dont know what I am going to do at this point, if I do anything. It is certainly something that would make me consider seriously whether anyone who is in London would really want to meet me or see me at a meet when all around are likely to be so much younger. I love sg chat and the interaction as it is totally differant from anything else I do professionally or personally.
It is a great release given the career I have is so stressful and demanding. I also feel happy to write stuff here more so on other blog type sites for reasons I can't really explain.
Anyway, enough of the ramblings I'm going back to bed as 6am will be here far to quickly and as I am so old I need my beauty sleep!