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For. Fucks. Sake.

I'm a calm person, really laid back. So much so that once I got punched in the face and instead of retaliating I stepped back and tried to calm my attacker down. People still talk of that moment and reckon I'm some kinda saint for not tearing the fuckers head off.

However my calm exterior is starting to crumble.

As is previously mentioned the universe has decided its "Fuck Geoff Lloyd!" season and its beginning to grate. Earlier this evening I was actually angry. It's an odd feeling, usually I can see the brighter side to everything. Usually I dont want to dent my friends faces. But it happened anyway.

All I wanted to do this evening was go out and celebrate that I have a birthday this week. Doesn't matter were just as long as my friends are there and people give me alcohol.

But all that went tits up and Instead I sat home and watched "Transformers" with my parents. (Which astoundingly my dad really enjoyed, weird).

At the moment the unless I'm made "King of the World" and have Charlotte Hatherley as my queen I cant see myself feeling any better.

Sorry for the "woe is me" post, but its not like anyone reads this shit. I'll be in the corner trying to block out the real world if anyone needs me.