I hate whining, I hate people bitching about nothing. I often feel like organising a trip to Darfor for these people to see what actual problems are. Yeah your job sucks, but at least no ones trying to kill you for some trivial bullshit.
Yet sometimes I just want to splurge the frustrations in my head. WAHHHH1 I hate my job. BOOHOO I have no significant other. CRY CRY CRY isnt the world awful. Fucking hell, I bet you've stopped reading already.
Thats not really whats fucked me off recently. You see my Nana has been diagnosed with Alzheimer's, a year ago that was a disease I've probably made a few jokes about, Now its a son of bitch straight outta hell thats turned one of the greatest people I've known.into a terrible burden. The worst thing about Alzheimer's is that you cant recover from it. You just get worse, you don't just forget who people are you eventually forget how the most basic of things. Eating, breathing, moving all get lost.
The bigger problem isn't my grandmother though. It's the people that dont realise, or don't want to admit, that this is gonna get worse. That unfortunately we are all gonna have to be quite selfish. That basically she is gonna have to go into care. It seems fucking cruel to technically just right off your grandmother, but otherwise its going to kill the rest of my family.
My mum is trying her best to deal with the situation. Currently she's only one doing so (its worth pointing out its not her mother) and its really starting to affect her. My Nana's actual daughter is yet to raise a finger to help. I can excuse my Granddad because sadly its clear he's heartbroken. I can't imagine how horrific it must be to watch the person you love dissolve away. Dorothy Lloyd isnt there anymore, and none of us got a chance to say goodbye. She wont remember that we loved her and will die surrounded by people she doesn't know.
You might ask "What are you doing to help? aside from having a moan", the answers not a lot. I feel like a total bastard, but it kills me seeing her like this. So i dont see her. Yeah, what a prick.
There are good things on the horizon (significant possible ill advised tonal shift) my sister is getting married on the 9th November. I still havent quite taken that in. I'm so fucking proud of that girl, despite everything life has dealt her shes just got on with it. Its gonna be an ace day.
Then in December I get to escape Denbigh and party in Manchester with my friends and members of SGUK. I cannot wait for that.
I'll go out on a high, heres my favourite band of the minute doing one of their songs.
See yous later
Yet sometimes I just want to splurge the frustrations in my head. WAHHHH1 I hate my job. BOOHOO I have no significant other. CRY CRY CRY isnt the world awful. Fucking hell, I bet you've stopped reading already.
Thats not really whats fucked me off recently. You see my Nana has been diagnosed with Alzheimer's, a year ago that was a disease I've probably made a few jokes about, Now its a son of bitch straight outta hell thats turned one of the greatest people I've known.into a terrible burden. The worst thing about Alzheimer's is that you cant recover from it. You just get worse, you don't just forget who people are you eventually forget how the most basic of things. Eating, breathing, moving all get lost.
The bigger problem isn't my grandmother though. It's the people that dont realise, or don't want to admit, that this is gonna get worse. That unfortunately we are all gonna have to be quite selfish. That basically she is gonna have to go into care. It seems fucking cruel to technically just right off your grandmother, but otherwise its going to kill the rest of my family.
My mum is trying her best to deal with the situation. Currently she's only one doing so (its worth pointing out its not her mother) and its really starting to affect her. My Nana's actual daughter is yet to raise a finger to help. I can excuse my Granddad because sadly its clear he's heartbroken. I can't imagine how horrific it must be to watch the person you love dissolve away. Dorothy Lloyd isnt there anymore, and none of us got a chance to say goodbye. She wont remember that we loved her and will die surrounded by people she doesn't know.
You might ask "What are you doing to help? aside from having a moan", the answers not a lot. I feel like a total bastard, but it kills me seeing her like this. So i dont see her. Yeah, what a prick.
There are good things on the horizon (significant possible ill advised tonal shift) my sister is getting married on the 9th November. I still havent quite taken that in. I'm so fucking proud of that girl, despite everything life has dealt her shes just got on with it. Its gonna be an ace day.
Then in December I get to escape Denbigh and party in Manchester with my friends and members of SGUK. I cannot wait for that.
I'll go out on a high, heres my favourite band of the minute doing one of their songs.
See yous later