enough long posts and stories.
i don't know how to trust anyone. any situtation that involves trust and i get scared. maybe i don't trust myself. i pretend i can deal with things and they actually drive me absolutely crazy inside. i like to run away even though i don't want to.
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on a positive note. soon the warmth will be here. warmth means the summerhouse gets opened up on fire island. even though i'm not such a fan of beaches i absoluetly love fire island. if you haven't been there you are missing out.
anyway i was thinking maybe of having a day trip or an overnight gathering thing out there one a soon as it gets warmer. bbq/get trashed/relax/have fun if anyone is interested let me know. i'll get soemthing together.
i'm gonna post this to the group now.
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from taking them for only 2 night i'm fucking craving xanax again. and i only have 2 left. time to go to the doctor again. but wait this is their fucking fault. i can't wait for the fucking withdrawls.
i don't know how to trust anyone. any situtation that involves trust and i get scared. maybe i don't trust myself. i pretend i can deal with things and they actually drive me absolutely crazy inside. i like to run away even though i don't want to.
***
on a positive note. soon the warmth will be here. warmth means the summerhouse gets opened up on fire island. even though i'm not such a fan of beaches i absoluetly love fire island. if you haven't been there you are missing out.
anyway i was thinking maybe of having a day trip or an overnight gathering thing out there one a soon as it gets warmer. bbq/get trashed/relax/have fun if anyone is interested let me know. i'll get soemthing together.
i'm gonna post this to the group now.
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from taking them for only 2 night i'm fucking craving xanax again. and i only have 2 left. time to go to the doctor again. but wait this is their fucking fault. i can't wait for the fucking withdrawls.
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leiru13:
I never had a problem with withdraws... but I was never on xanax, I was on tranzene which isn't as strong. You do begin to associate oncoming anxiety attack with taking the pill though, and it is like reflex. Anxiety= pop pill. anyway. time to go see the doc.
skryche:
I'm interested all over.