was_nicole

ok so maybe a real entry.

me being sick is causing me lots of problems... like attending my classes. i have 2 weeks left of the semester and i can't get myself out of bed to go to school cause i am that sick. i have a presentation tomorrow i have no idea what i am going to do or how i am going to get to class. i tried to go to the store today i haven't left my house since wednesday. but standing on line i felt like i was going to faint and had to leave. i don't know what i am going to do. so i talk to my mom about it and she says... so fail your classes. some help. thanks. i can't fail cuase i'm supposed to get a degree in may there is no way i am going to not do that on time. i am sick of school and don't want to be there more then i have to. i am already going to get terrible grades this semester because i have missed so many classes. i mean i think i missed like 3 weeks of school if you add everything up. i hate being sick and i don't see why i can't just magically be better. this all makes me extremely unhappy and stressed. and no one in the fucking house give a shit and is doing nothing to help me in anyway. not even something as simple as making a phone call.

needs loves.