warren_13

so happy easter evryone, >.<! evrythings pretty good, i gess, im kinda in a pickle, so waitng for my mate to get down from derby tomorro so i can tlak to him, and for any one who reads this, advice whould be good, the thing is, its my g/f, its like i dont know if i love her or ever will, and belive me ive tried, its just ,im kinda like seeing her more and more as a freind then a girl freind, which is like a freind who i sleep with, i mean its good and all, but i dont know, if i should carry on this reltionship, i havent had a easy g/f since i wos like 14, so im use to hardship and just sex, and one off times, but having a g.f im not use to it, its been so long, so i kinda miss the hardtimes, but there isnt any, (and yes ive spoken to her about this and jsut said simple, well see what happens, which is fine) but i dont know if i want some one eles, if shes my type or just cos i wos feeling lonly, i mean she is great funny, her kids are sweet, (except for the usal 7 yr old scremaing kid stuff ,but i expected that) so what is it then, is it cos its so easy im not use to it, when im with her ,its like staying at a mates house, but shes hot and i get to sleep with her, so what do i do, do i jsut stick it out, and hope even agaisnt my gut feeling that, im ment to be with her, i jsut dont feel it, or do i end it now or just, forget it and carry on and see what happens, so, i dunno, im gonan go eat my easter dinner stuff my self with choclate and watch hook, so adios people, and have fun=D
oh and p.s go say hi to my mate jonny, hes really cool, hes name is get_even666so go say hi to him but he aint made a journal entry yet so ill make him fill one in first lol adios