time for a new entry,
After the fight on friday night, i have felt nervous in the village i live in especially walking to work on my own but i can handle myself a little so its not that bad but women trouble fucks with your head and heart.
Tomorrow the 17/08/04 is my best mates 23rd birthday. i got home from work at about 1 PM at about 1:35 a friend who came to the download festival with me, Girm13 has met him, asked me out for a pint or two cos he has just passed his heavy plant licence so we had a few and when it came near my girlfriends finishing time at work i gave her a call to see if she would like to come out, she said she needed to go home for a shower etc which i said i would stop drinking and then meet up with her later. A few hours later, i had nothing to drink but a gob fulll of bitter cos they said i couldnt be in a bar and not drink end of story. We then all meeed up for my mates birthday at my house. My mate Danny and his girl, and me then my girlfriend came, mighty pissed off and didnt want to talk to me. I left her too it and while in a pub my brother was out and said he wanted to out with us and met us in a pub. while i was in the gents they discussed how much i had drunk and my bro said i had a pint and a half but he was wasted and didnt know, i had nothing but she didnt care and wouldnt believe me. so after my bro left we went to a diferent pub,and i didnt talk to her much. As i was typing this she phoned m e and tried to discuss it but she was digging deeper and realising that i was in the right. who can i know what she wants if she dont tell me she says i should have know why she didnt like guys drinking in the day and seeing her but who the FUCK am i supposed to know. she is doing my head in cos im beguining to love her but she aint showing anything back, after her dumping me 150 miles from home and kissing another guy at a party and then again after we talked it through what the FUCK does she expect back. She wont belive me over my brother in a completely wasted statge thats how much respect she has for me.
After the fight on friday night, i have felt nervous in the village i live in especially walking to work on my own but i can handle myself a little so its not that bad but women trouble fucks with your head and heart.
Tomorrow the 17/08/04 is my best mates 23rd birthday. i got home from work at about 1 PM at about 1:35 a friend who came to the download festival with me, Girm13 has met him, asked me out for a pint or two cos he has just passed his heavy plant licence so we had a few and when it came near my girlfriends finishing time at work i gave her a call to see if she would like to come out, she said she needed to go home for a shower etc which i said i would stop drinking and then meet up with her later. A few hours later, i had nothing to drink but a gob fulll of bitter cos they said i couldnt be in a bar and not drink end of story. We then all meeed up for my mates birthday at my house. My mate Danny and his girl, and me then my girlfriend came, mighty pissed off and didnt want to talk to me. I left her too it and while in a pub my brother was out and said he wanted to out with us and met us in a pub. while i was in the gents they discussed how much i had drunk and my bro said i had a pint and a half but he was wasted and didnt know, i had nothing but she didnt care and wouldnt believe me. so after my bro left we went to a diferent pub,and i didnt talk to her much. As i was typing this she phoned m e and tried to discuss it but she was digging deeper and realising that i was in the right. who can i know what she wants if she dont tell me she says i should have know why she didnt like guys drinking in the day and seeing her but who the FUCK am i supposed to know. she is doing my head in cos im beguining to love her but she aint showing anything back, after her dumping me 150 miles from home and kissing another guy at a party and then again after we talked it through what the FUCK does she expect back. She wont belive me over my brother in a completely wasted statge thats how much respect she has for me.
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germ13:
I want it to be a Vietnam War era styled group so you can have and M16, an AK47 or an M14. You could always specialize and get a shotgun, machine gun or sniper rifle.
schoolgirl:
nah, it's cool. it was bleached so I could dye it vampire red with midnight streaks. dark and bright!