I've been trying to think about what to write for all of you guys. And it suddenly came to me as I sat in a Dennys by myself eating breakfast. It's the fact that I spend most of my daily life alone.
My wife work's a evening shift at her job and I work midnights so we never sleep in the same bed together wach you can imagine Leeds to little intimacy for us. At my midnight job I'm by myself 7 of the 8 hours I work and I think at this point if it wasn't for Coast to Coast am I would have lost my mind.
I guess I like being alone sometimes other times I just want something to come into my life and destroy and reinvent everything I have grown to see as normal. Not to ruin just to grow more and get out of this rut I'm stuck in.
If you have read all of this message Thank you. You guys are the only place I can vent with out every word I say being pulled apart and examined then thrown in my face. Since I moved a cupple years ago have felt vary isolated. I don't have any friends in town and the closest friends are 45 min away. So all I have is the 6 hours of band practice where we don't really talk to each other because we are playing and the random time I see my wife wach is getting to be less and less.
Dammit sorry for the rant
