well a lot has been going on the past few weeks so ill try to explain the best way i can. i got a phone call a cupel weeks ago from the singer of my band saying that i need to come over. we had to talk. it seems that one of my guitar players had decided to quit the band. keep in mind that this was 7 days before our cd release show. after about an hour of talking with him he tells us he hates us all we are worthless and should just go kill ourselves. then he looks me in the face and sez im going to drink myself to death. i have a cuple a beers a month so fuck him on that one.
then the other guitar player quits 2 days later. nothing bad about that one just that he avoided everyone when he did it. just showed up got his shit and left.
i was jut siting thar like what the fuck just happened. we had just bought a van and got a lot of merch together had our cd ready to go and bamm!
its like being in a relationship with someone and having your life planed out and the wedding date set invitations in the mail and then you have to go to the cd release show and explain to all of the people that were super stoked about seeing you guys that night what happened and why thar is no cd and why your band broke up. it was rely embarrassing.
and then anger
and more sadness
so me the drummer and singer decided to find some new guitar players and move on.
this stage is kind of like dating
the end of the long story is we found found some guys that are a better fit. one of them is my best friend that i learned how to play with.
so now im happy agen.
love to all of you that read the whole thing it feels nice to vent a little after all of this bullshit
