once again life takes a shitty ninety-degree turn and i'm left wondering-what the fuck happened? it looks like my girlfriend and i are about to break things off, agian. why did i let her back into my life, again? why did i not see this coming? blah blah blah. i need to just move the fuck on. maybe a change of scenery would help my wounded heart, but i love my job and all the friends i have here in nowhereville oklahoma. oh well, fuck it. 