warbringer

Ya know, I'm never really a person to feel envious of people. But I must say. I'm quite envious of the girls who actually had the lady balls to become a suicide girl. I wish I had the guts for this. I'd absolutely love to be one. It would be a dream for me. But I just can't see myself being naked on the internet. As artful and beautiful as these photo sets are, I dont believe I'm quite up to par. I know I have all the makings. I've got the tattoos, peircings and personality, but I also have the luv for this lifestyle and the wish to show everyone the beauty in it. Believe it or not it's something I deal with everyday just about. I feel that I have so much to bring to the table but not the confidence. And what the hell?!?! Normally I'm a super confident person in everything I do!! Ugh...Oh well.. I'll continue to admire from afar. I adore all of you Suicide Girls and Hopefuls.