I am a fat fat fatty fat fat son of a bitch. Kind of hard to lie about such a thing. I was at my max 513.
That is same 2 baby elephants. I was able to lose about 40-50 before I traveled last year. Since then I have been going up and down 20 pounds or so without dropping below 460.
I would like to drop to 400 by the end of the year. I need to get my butt back in to gear. I'd like to set the goal and be able to have some kind of reward waiting at the end lighting the way to my goal. But I am do broke to buy something pretty to wear. Instead I have better health. I guess this will have to do.
This is going to be a bitch because money stresses me the hell out which can cause me to not want to do anything at all.
I still have to find a place to live at some point, not even sure when I will get the boot from here. Hard to find a place when rent at most places is over $600 for a studio and you have $800 to live off of. Oregon still looks like my best hope but not the part I want. Oh well.
And more stress from dealing with immigration. I have always been on the side of immigration reform but this whole cluster fuck makes me think the whole system needs to be rebuilt from the ground up.
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Shit I forgot all about the business as well. Just another pain in the ass.
That is same 2 baby elephants. I was able to lose about 40-50 before I traveled last year. Since then I have been going up and down 20 pounds or so without dropping below 460.
I would like to drop to 400 by the end of the year. I need to get my butt back in to gear. I'd like to set the goal and be able to have some kind of reward waiting at the end lighting the way to my goal. But I am do broke to buy something pretty to wear. Instead I have better health. I guess this will have to do.
This is going to be a bitch because money stresses me the hell out which can cause me to not want to do anything at all.
I still have to find a place to live at some point, not even sure when I will get the boot from here. Hard to find a place when rent at most places is over $600 for a studio and you have $800 to live off of. Oregon still looks like my best hope but not the part I want. Oh well.
And more stress from dealing with immigration. I have always been on the side of immigration reform but this whole cluster fuck makes me think the whole system needs to be rebuilt from the ground up.
-Edit-
Shit I forgot all about the business as well. Just another pain in the ass.
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Regarding your journal entry - how are things progressing? Any luck with the INS?
As for the fat thing, I have a sign on my fridge that says, "Nothing tastes as good as thin feels. Except for Philly cheese steaks. And Tiramisu. And snow crab legs drowning in butter." The whole thing is in quotes because it's all really on the sign. (That last part might be handwritten. I wonder who would do such a thing?)