walkaway

oh, i was gonna write uh something

but i am person who fails at regular correspondence and also has nothing very interesting to say

and... yesterday, there was a big buff carpenter guy carrying heavy stuff around in the backyard, who dropped everything in his hands to smile at me and open the door for me when i came gallivanting in with my coffee and groceries

and for a split second i thought HEY porn plots aren't bad after all but then realised that had this stranger infact groped me or tried to follow me to my door i would have been very troubled and what i actually wanted was for this guy to impress me with his WITS and do crossword puzzles with me and that's not a porn plot at all, is it