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I'm in such an awful state of mind..

I've been skipping classes a LOT recently, because of anxiety that builds and builds, eventually erupting into a panic attack. I can't tell my parents, because they'll see it as another failure.. so, I wait for my failing grades, and them to refuse to help me go to school anymore -- I am willing to go into...
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Sorry I've been away recently, SG friends!


Life has sort of been up and down recently -- due to things that I -know- shouldn't hit me so hard.

My boyfriend (who I've been seeing for almost 4 months, most of which we've seen each other everyday/spent the night at each others places) got a new job as an Aerial Photographer, where he flies around the...
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Teaching a bellydance class in a few hours. Trying to figure out if I want to focus on stylistic fundamentals for dancing, or movement vocabulary -- I only have an hour after all. Sometimes students want to be able to go home and show off for hubby, do a little dance or at least be able to frame their movements with cool hands or a...
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Got a job as a barista!!

I love it. As the girl who helped train me said, "this job is so chill, I can't quit it". I get all the free coffee (yummy specialty stuff included) I want. I just make coffees, lots of lattes and mochas, cappucino, tea.. and... that's it! The smells of the place make it such a wonderful sensory experience.

I...
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I'm going to start taking this figure modeling thing seriously.

Going to start making connections with artists and other models, and networking. I networked a little this morning, and I believe I'm going to be handed some gigs.

One of the major female figure models in the area is moving, so I'm also going to talk to her.

Also going to start doing yoga and...
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So, I'm feeling lonely.


This sucks. Sucks so bad.. I've been dating a lot recently, and while a few overlap, it's mostly a few dates, and then I tell them it's over. I'm not connecting with anyone! I'm new to this dating thing.. this is the first year I've really done it.
Previously, I've been in a commited longterm relationship, since I was 15.

I...
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Well, I just got done eating a massive plate of sweet potatoes and turkey..


Thanksgiving, how I love and hate thee.

I'm writing this from my friend's house, who I'm pet sitting for while she's in Costa Rica. She's also my personal trainer (well, for the group of women I work out with), so in her spirit I just did some crazy cardio for 30...
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