Tonight's just been difficult. Going over, and over in my mind the 'facts' of my relationship, my moods (ever swinging up and down), the causes of my current despair.. but, it's all facts. I cannot nail down my emotions into something I can actually feel. Freaking sucks!!! I've been rambling on in random boards, here. I'm sure those that actually read will get sick of little Walden's choice of words, and lack of substance. Who knows. 