Sorry I've been away recently, SG friends!
Life has sort of been up and down recently -- due to things that I -know- shouldn't hit me so hard.
My boyfriend (who I've been seeing for almost 4 months, most of which we've seen each other everyday/spent the night at each others places) got a new job as an Aerial Photographer, where he flies around the country taking photos of land and water masses. Admittedly, badass..
Only 100 or so people in the country do this job.
The unfortunate part of the job for ME (and him) is the fact he's gone every week or so, for upto 2 weeks!! I'm all alone.. it's like being single, without being.. single?
He told me I can find a girlfriend if I want to, but I really consider that cheating, considering that we have such a committed relationship. Making out and coming onto girls is one thing.. but following through and establishing a relationship is another.
So.. I've been sooooo lonely!! I've been skipping classes like crazy, and not going out.. which, might be a good thing, except I drink by myself instead of with other people (alcoholism is slowly developing).
Good news is that I'm training for a triathlon! I'm in better shape and look pretty good...
Just sucks my mind isn't in the same place. My little redhead is laying on the couch across from me at the moment telling me to "shhhh" with my typing.. but, he doesn't want to go out and drink. Lame!
Miss you!
MWAH
Life has sort of been up and down recently -- due to things that I -know- shouldn't hit me so hard.
My boyfriend (who I've been seeing for almost 4 months, most of which we've seen each other everyday/spent the night at each others places) got a new job as an Aerial Photographer, where he flies around the country taking photos of land and water masses. Admittedly, badass..
Only 100 or so people in the country do this job.
The unfortunate part of the job for ME (and him) is the fact he's gone every week or so, for upto 2 weeks!! I'm all alone.. it's like being single, without being.. single?
He told me I can find a girlfriend if I want to, but I really consider that cheating, considering that we have such a committed relationship. Making out and coming onto girls is one thing.. but following through and establishing a relationship is another.
So.. I've been sooooo lonely!! I've been skipping classes like crazy, and not going out.. which, might be a good thing, except I drink by myself instead of with other people (alcoholism is slowly developing).
Good news is that I'm training for a triathlon! I'm in better shape and look pretty good...
Just sucks my mind isn't in the same place. My little redhead is laying on the couch across from me at the moment telling me to "shhhh" with my typing.. but, he doesn't want to go out and drink. Lame!
Miss you!
MWAH
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sorry to hear 'bout your loneliness, but like Darke said, it's only cheating if it goes against the boundaries you two have established for yourselves... that does sound like a pretty cool job, I must say... hoping for the best. cheers