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A wonderful discussion with my love. He understands me, and while human, with human fears - can talk to me with an open heart, and an open mind. Pondering my plans, at the moment.
To bed? A little catnap?
Cleaning (bleh.)?
Bellydance with the FC vid?
Read a little?
I've been told to come up with a clear schedule of my daily events, and I...
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The night is long.. there are clouds in the sky, outside - I'm sure of it. Rolling gently over a sunlit moon, their texture seafoam to my eyes. Like previously said, it's been a rough night, a night I've had to keep busy.
Going to see the therapist in the morn. I'll bring a few lists of 'unhappy notes', and maybe a hopeful thought for...
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Tonight's just been difficult. Going over, and over in my mind the 'facts' of my relationship, my moods (ever swinging up and down), the causes of my current despair.. but, it's all facts. I cannot nail down my emotions into something I can actually feel. Freaking sucks!!! I've been rambling on in random boards, here. I'm sure those that actually read will get sick of...
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Something new! Don't believe I'll be posting photos, but it's nice to have just another journal to ramble on, in. A pleasure to meet you all, I'm sure.