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Yep, it's true. I'm staring down the barrel of another life change. For better or worse, who knows? I suppose I don't mind being single again, if indeed that's what I'll be. I guess so. I guess I'm gonna date, hang out, meet people. I should... so I will. Time is blazing past, it's scary really. I feel like every moment is spiralling out of...
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cellosoul:
I send you good luck and good thoughts--long time no write, eh? Ahhh, c'est la vie. I like your stuff quite a bit...it reminds me quite a lot of The Church, among other sounds.

How are ye?
lalindaloca:
Staring down the barrel of yet another life change? Hmm... how well do I know that? blackeyed I'm staring down the barrel of a semi-automatic shotgun of an over-loaded life, trying to delicately extract myself from its sites, bit by bit.

The only outcome for me will be success. Even in failure there is success, remember that. In that regard, the last year or so of my life has been a great success of many failures. I would not be where I am today, nor who I am today, had it not been for these failures. Now it's all a matter of wrapping them up in their separate little boxes and shelving them for future reference. Damn, I can be profound when I wanna be.

Yeah, time only continues to pick up speed, my friend, and it can be really fucking scary. However, I've always used the adrenaline caused by the fear of the unknown and the speed at which life picks up momentum to propell me into new situations, hence my current one. confused eeek shocked biggrin wink

Since I just got active on SG and your journal entry is a little old, I do hope that you don't still feel like every moment is spiralling out of control. I think you've lasso'd it all quite well. Envision all those moments blowing around in the wind getting further and further away from you, like in a dust storm.

They start out solid but start to dissipate. They come in waves. Memories aren't anything to cling to; they are to be remembered, embraced and then let go, but you'll always remember them - it just gets easier with time.
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Sitting here staring at a computer screen wanting to do something creative is akin to staring at a blank page. Daunting at best, nightmarish at worst. This has been going on for some time now. Of course you can't force it sooooo... I'll just continue to stare at the screen. Or lurk around people's journal pages, yeah that sounds like fun.
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1kiss_of_life:
http://suicidegirls.com/words/Chuck+Palahniuk+-+Haunted/

From the Q&A: "So far Ive negotiated doing a Fight Club ballet, to be produced in London. Thats not on track anymore. Then there was the Fight Club Broadway musical."

I think I mentioned this as a neato possibility. Funny Tyler, very funny. wink
lalindaloca:
Lurking around people's journal pages, eh? You know that can only lead to trouble... wink Albeit the good kind - heh heh.
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I'm in a pissy mood... say something funny.
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1kiss_of_life:
Oh ok, so that's why you were pissy. I thought it was something not so ..... quotidian. tongue whatever

Well did you at least have a good birthday, beefcake? heh.
1kiss_of_life:
Nope, the houses I would want to buy would be under contract. All the "shacks" were being bought up by slum lords the moment they hit the market. Last one when under contract 18 hrs after it was listed. But it's over now. I have one, just found out a moment ago.

YAY I can destress. Oh holy shit, I have two houses. This one has to sell. So you do have pills I can borrow .... margaritas maybe? Or a jeep to help me move. Oh, well at least I have a jeep. Um, so you need to bring my jeep over. K? Closing July 1, so you have time to reschedule appts. (free washer/dryer in it for ya.) wink
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Hello everyone. If you stopped by for details on the haircutting event this is what's going on. Rusk is training stylists to become educators and platform artists for their national design team. All of the stylist in the class have been doing hair for more than three years so this isn't beauty school (not that there's anything wrong with that we all have to start...
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blackkatbetty:
thanx for the good advice. my first week was better then i thought it would be . the freshmen girls are really nice and helpful. there was just this one gay guy who kept critizing (sp?) me but i jst ignored him. the rest of the senior girls likes my hair and tats so they excepted me in to their click. because after all your either in it or talked about sucks but i just keep it cool, and never talk shit.
love, betty, KIT smile
1kiss_of_life:
Look who I found out chasing a butterfly.
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I'm really not being negative I swear, but Star Wars is gonna suck. No really, it's gonna suck. In related news I have to have ten models for the up coming Rusk class so if any Portland people come by here let me know.
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1kiss_of_life:
Um ... WHAT? Creepy? Yeah right! Explain that mister. Go ahead, splain it whatever weirdo.
1kiss_of_life:
Just wanted to say "Hi, I'm thinking about you. Wanna go to the theatre tonight? My treat."




crap ... image failure ... dammit.

[Edited on May 18, 2005 11:37AM]
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This is just a little update. Things are pretty good. The new carreer move is moving along smashingly. I have to have ten hair models on 22nd through 25th so I'm going to put this in the PDXSG events calender. My girl is leaving for Africa for fourteen months in August. I'm not sure where this will lead us. I have every intension of resuming...
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1kiss_of_life:
What are the chances my phantom was born in Holland, was raised in Greece, lives in Chicago, and speaks a few languages, one being German ... curious isn't it?

What isn't curious ... short hair. damn shit hell ... ya'd think a smart guy would know better. mad and a son ... this was *not* on the list. CRAP! *adds to list*
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Well ladies and germs grand things are afoot for your's truly these days. Never mind the girlfriend troubles nothing new to report there same as it ever was, so to speak. What is exciting is that I, your faithful adventurer, will be embarking on a new journey. Not one of self-discovery mind you, one of education of creativity and hopefully one greater financial security. You...
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lillithvain:
If you ever make this way make sure to say hello.

It sounds like things are looking up for you...now come and dye my hair! wink biggrin
hippomonki:
have you applied for the sgpdx group yet? i'll totally vouch for you..
the hair modeling thing sounds fun but i really don't have too much hair at the moment,and what i do have i am pretty happy with if i could see some better examples of the cuts i am sure i could find some willing people for you though, that site had some great product info but not a whole lot of style examples.
oh and thanx for the input on the relationship topic, i love getting perspective.
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yep, i'm back. in case anyone might have been wondering i was in cental oregon this weekend being all outdoorsy and what-not. it was fun. nova is completely wiped out. the pooch got quite a lot of exercise this weekend. went snowboarding at mt. bachlor on friday morning but the snow started to get slushy at about noon so we went into the lodge had...
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1kiss_of_life:
And that, in fact, may be the most disgusting thing I've ever heard. puke
1kiss_of_life:
if you get pulled over for speeding, make some small talk about your dream car. Then when asked what car, you say ... Camaro ........................... 69.

Hey ... i didn't get a ticket.
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this is an update. um business has been good, though still not what it should be, my girlfried is still in a bad mood, i have to replace the radiator in my jeep. it figures when you get a car paid for it starts breaking down. it's not serious, just a two hundred dollars and a couple of hours of my time. got some snow...
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1kiss_of_life:
I cannot log on to that site to see any posts. Lindsay was laughing about something that she said she posted in response to "yeah but what do you KNOW about her?"

I have a feeling I will not think it's funny but I can't log on. DAMMIT. Is she lying ... she is isn't she? mad
1kiss_of_life:
For your information, I never said anything resembling the phrase, "rather not put too much effort in it." I don't know what I'd rather not put too much effort into. Don't go putting things in my mouth ... Mr. Velveteen Rabbit. biggrin

i just dunno ... it's curious in nature really.
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So let's talk about sex! I am of course not getting any and I just have to complain about it. Recently I had the mother of all funny sex stories happen to me. My girlfriend isn't what you'd call adventurous. She's not really into the whole four-play thing. Now don't get me wrong she's more than happy to allow me to go down on her...
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1kiss_of_life:
Happy Valentine's Day!!

Edited cause I was just boohooin' and all. Jeezz I really shouldn't drink. The Happy Valentine's Day is ok that wasn't a boohooin' deal at all. Now that other stuff ... ugh, no more drinking and I need to either start coping or doing drugs..

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1kiss_of_life:
Oh update already. I go to your page to show some burning man pictures to people and the first thing they see is "So let's talk about sex!" ... They give me this look so I say,"Well he's not getting any. He's very upset. Very." They are like confused ... so update ... please. tongue